LEGAL AID
How can the world ever have equality for mankind as long as white privilege is in place? Is it time for us to all come together for solidarity with a civil rights movement for the safety of us all There should never be another system of white privilege. The world crisis that we all are now facing today is the results of the last 400 years of white privileges. Should there still be a civil rights movement for solidarity with everyone against the pacifier for xenophobia?
Should this movement include us all. Perhaps I'm wrong but I think most people know kindness from evil. The only thing I know is to live one day at a time. My experiences in life has taught me how fragile our existence are. Perhaps this is why I once said that I was not afraid to die. I think that this statement is still true except at this time I'm not ready to die. There are many things that I want to see happen. I want to see the world of people who are ready to look in the mirror. I believe that we need less xenophobes, pettiness, mercenaries, and more empathy toward others. This is all impossible until we rid the world from allowing the wealthy to come before the poor and the needy. I believe that every time we leave the door open with special privilege for certain people, it is a crack for racism. Do we need group thinkers? Perhaps this is something that we should talk about. One thing that I have always heard that I agree with. I think the stress is the greatest killer of mankind. This is why I am so much against the design of racism. It is evil.
The other day my pressure went up and I freaked out. So I can stop telling that lie that I am ready to die. The reason I ever felt that way is because of an operation I once had that was peaceful. After everything was over the doctor came to me and said you have cancer. My response to him was I don't know why I'm not afraid. At the time I was not. Another thing I have thought about was the doctor himself. He was the best doctor I have ever had. I will not mention his name. I would love to but I do not have his permission. He worked in DeKalb county, Georgia. This is racist zip code language so we all know what I'm saying. Why do we need to play these kind of dumb games? As a matter of fact, since I don't think of myself as a group thinker, I'm not going to play the game. He was black.
I am very happy today because of the combine knowledge I have of the world. For the first time, I can verbalize one of the main tool that is holding the world and the state of injustice in place for the sake of one unit. I am speaking of a system with a common cause and one purpose in mind. I am not speaking against the racists, but against the practice of racism. We have been chasing ourselves through all the different hedges that are designed for us to lose our direction. I have had an experiences in America with personal trauma that has proved to be nothing less than racism. Unfortunately, this racism is at the level of the American government. I have a paper trail that proves it. I am denied my human rights according to the rules of democracy in America. I have always been taught in this country that we all have the same constitutional advantages. If this is true, why am I being denied funds that I earned from an investment with reverse mortgage. I am very concerned about what is going on with the money that is owed me and is outstanding for over 33 years. Am I the one none person in America? Why was I ignored when I filed a complaint against HUD?
In spite of the fact, that I had always heard negative things about this particular program, I had experiences of how it could be a money-making project from me being a conservator of one of my relatives. I have always loved to strategize when it come to entrepreneur investments. There are many paper trails that me and my followers have to support this.
This cruelty is orchestrated under many names. White privileges entitlements have many
footprints. White privilege is my enemy. This is the evil that prevented me from being properly educated as a young child. I believe that the world need all the brain power that we can get. Who knows? If I had been allowed to bring my thinking to the world stage, maybe I could have contributed to the mysteries of life and death.
For the last 400 years, we were all taught that the only brain power that the world had to offer came from those with white skin. I think that this has backfired on this group of people. I can only speak for myself, but once I find that you have a reason to lie, I total up on you. I then believe nothing you say. I have no time for liars. The white privileges was then exposed to me.
I knew that this group were not the majority of people worldwide. I read somewhere that there are only from 5 to 6% of Caucasians throughout the world. There is one method that I use when judging others, I always notice those who are mercenaries. Fortunately for me, I have no need to be around people a long time in order to get a great understanding of their personalities. Of course, I recognize the fact that I could be wrong. Perhaps this is why I have always said I do not speak absolutely. And my mind is as open as old outside. Reality is, because life is so fragile at this moment, most of us are sitting next to some instrument of death. Guess what? Happens and kindness is not always at our fingertips. Love and happiness is very fleeing.
Think about this, to describe how fragile life is, after the time of your birth, the place where you are born could be on fire. This was also a part of my logic when I used to say that I didn't want to come back. The sleep that I had during my operation when I had cancer was so peaceful. Could This mean that I feared coming back and facing my enemies? In my case, reality is that there is a paper trails written by my enemies to support how well organized the evil forces can be and how they can works together to maintain the mothers of evil.
Is that often say, I do a lot of research, what I lately found out was that America is in much more trouble than they want to admit. The level of racism in this country causes the people to not include black people in the conversation with the world problems. This nonsense has nothing to do with reality. Reality is, Africa is the most wealthiest continent in the world. Every need that man will ever have will come from Africa. It is necessary for me to remind my readers several times that the world needs Africa, Africa does not need the world of people can face this reality, perhaps we then can start talking about the relationships with Arabs and Africans today. It appears that no one of yesterday had any desire to deal with Africa with respect. From the latest information that I have, when each of these different cultures decline the Arabs seem to be ready to pick up the slack. What about the Europeans in Americans?
Here is an example of this, for over 500 years, the Europeans and Americans have used a system of predator, and prey brutalities across the entire planet. I am proud to say that I believe that it will be the Africans on the continent and in America who will stop this evil. Every place that a weapon could be found to use against humanity cruelty is employed. The victims included South America, Haiti, Cuba, and anywhere in the diaspora where Africans are found, they are victimized. This is a reality that must be exposed. We were never supposed to know about the meeting that occurred 500 years ago where there were no Africans invited. I make no decision for any other culture but personally I believe in treating people the same way they treat me, therefore, this applies to the white privilege system. The white privileges make it impossible for equality among mankind as long as this evil is in place. Again I ask, how can we have equality as long as white privileges in place? Is it time for the world of people to sign up for solidarity against this evil?
When I decided that I was going to be a writer, my target has always been for the majority on the continent of Africa. It turns out that the majority of people are African descendants. Consequently, I have never targeted Americans readers. My plans are whatever else I happen to have at the time of my death, I want to donate to people who are helpless. There will be stipulations that I am now working on. Thanks to my followers who are willing to take time to help me. According to the American government, it admits to owing me millions of dollars. There are many paper trails written by thel employees that support what I am writing. I have decided to continue placing this information on the internet
Because of my latest discoveries from dealing with different entities of fraud within the United States, I have decided to place a gist of my will on the internet. it is time for me to go fishing and free myself from the web of white privilege lies. It is such a waste of my time to continue dealing with people who survive on a pacifier with the need for fantasy. I have been buried under papers for over 33 years trying to get money that is owed to me because of a special kind of investment I made with HUD. This is a very traumatic time in my life. I am amazed at how I am able to use denial in order to maintain sanity. I have worked and talked about how I grew up as a child. I will always know that this experience has helped me through all my life struggles. I have written before about how I felt that everyone loved me. I am very grateful for that experience, whether it was true does not matter.
The system of racism in America is so arrogant and ignorant that I think that we have finally trapped ourselves. The dependence on lies for over 500 years has forced africans to come out and do what they do best. We were never supposed to know that it was an African, Phillip EmeghalIi who connected the internet highway. Unlike what we were taught, we are suppose to believe their black people are the airheads of the world. black people are the inventors of most modern technology. From my experience with HUD, I can walk you totally through the trail on the connection with designer racism in America. There was never any intentions of freedom from enslavement of Africans by the Europeans in Americans.
Reality is, that this evil has caused the loss of so many lives. Every place that the races visited and they could pick up knowledge of a weapon to use against others was put into practice. From the gun and gunpowder from China, to the cure for diseases from South America. A good example of lies from the races is the look at the Olmec. At a glance you know that these are Africans. However, American called them baby face Indians. Another example is at this very moment the Clinton family trio are in Haiti stealing gold and they have become very wealthy because of these crimes the Clintons have been an instrument in racism from the time they enter the stage. Their activities go all the way into Middle East and Africa. Remember when Bush's senior talked about the new world order? This the map that report to one direction and that again is white privilege. This cruelty was design to have many faces. This cause the victims to run in many different directions. I now believe the game is over and that this is how self-destruction will happen in America and Europe. Thank goodness! No one has a need to do anything against the racists.
This has called me to reflect on so many things. Through my childhood I can see how much of my parents African roots came with them from Africa. When I have traveled to Africa, I came to recognize some of my father's personalities. One was hospitality. Both of my parents always believed in feeding people. I am very much the same. Unfortunately for me, I have gotten so old until I don't have the energy to entertain like I once did. When I was young I was very busy. There is so much that I would love to write about. It would be easy for me to write a book a day. My goal is to become professional. Let me correct that, I will become professional under normal circumstances.This include things such as good health or unexpected incidents. I have always done a lot of writing. I can't wait to start digging out some of the things I wrote when I was a young person. I was as flighty as hell. But my mind was very sharp. I have always been interested in the brain. In many of my postings I have talked about investing in Africa with a brain bank. I knew about P2P technology. Reality is that crypto-currency, such as Bitcoin was placed on stage through this knowledge. This all started from the system of emittance. There were many Africans from the continent living in this country who sent money home. This all started before the internet was on the stage. It was no accident that the Americans let us all to think that everything concerning technology came from the white privilege. There is plenty of welfare available to this entitlement system. Whenever you think about this, consider how many black people who were working and paying for their personal abuse. I am a victim of that evil. When I thought about this one day I decided I was going to put every piece of paper I have had through the fraudulent racist system in America. I have wasted so much time trying to get what rightfully belongs to me. Not only was I denied my civil rights, have experienced different levels of racial abuse in this country. I know that I am not the only black person who's victimized by this evil.
If America paid me all the money that they owe me, they would have a financial crisis. The guilt of this evil cause of the psychological problem with these xenophobes that cannot be denied. Those of you who are living in the state of denial about the level of racism in this country. I asked you to contrast the experience of most things with the races, they are so determined to do everything possibly that they can to find a way to prevent black people from all gain. There are many things about racism that makes me angry. But one of the most antagonistic things that I experiences is how they have mistreated the black youth on the continent of Africa and African Americans. Perhaps I should correct that. I believe that blacks in the diaspora around the world or victimized by racism.
Perhaps I should qualify my experiences with psychology before someone try to shut me down with The statement I made concerning the damage that psychology does to Americans. I went to school, graduated, director of a group home, and retired in the field of psychology. I was also license by the state of California in the same field. I replaced all this information on the internet for the world to see the conflict with democracy and their presentation on the world stage.
One thing I want the people to see is how obsessed that the races in Americans are. Here is an example of my point. The late Russ Limbaugh was earning 75 million a year at the time of his death. In contrast, He wrote seven books and I have been bloggin on the internet for 33 years. And all that time, America has been refusing me funds from an investment I have through HUD at the rate of 12 % with compound interest, tax-free There was an attempt on the part of this establishment to make me believe that I owed money to the state of Georgia. We have the documents written by the racist admitting this fact. This is the kind of arrogance that is causing America to lose prestige all over the world. Did they ever expect the Arabs in Africa to work together? Did they know that when China all Russia translations against Africa, that's the Arabs are fulfilling that gap?
I have written over 100 books for publication to increase the debt that American owes me. Remember these books go back as far as 33 years. Partly, because of not having the financial publication and editorial help I am losing money.
This is not including the money that's owed to me by HUD. As I have said before this money is at 12% with compound interest and tax-free for over 33 years. Why was I removed from the original contract that I signed in 1993? The legal aid attorney in Georgia verify that the money is owed. Why am I being denied? Is it because I am a black person. I could be the poster child for injustice. I am black, old, female, poor, and mis-educated.
Now we are coming into the area of the paper trail that lead the world to the technology that was involve America to master and design racism. There is nothing in this country that is feared more by the racists than truth. Truth would remove the system of xenophobes from the eyes of the of the world. Am I wrong with expecting that most of the people worldwide is going to take a look at America and be reminded that they have done some of the same things to all countries as they have done to the continental of Africa and African Americans?
From the time that the Africans landed on the shores of America before Columbus, African roots and technology were in place to create the continent of America. Guess who can tell that story better than I can? The racists themselves. It is seldom if the white police peple in America will turn down an opportunity for greed and predatory behavior. All one has to do is follow the paper trail of their behavior that is written by them and you will know how the script was flipped.
Because of this reality, and my experience with racism, in the past 33 years, I have heard every track that has been taken to expose the evil of the white privileges design. There was never any intentions of the people who came to the shores on the European ships of ever being free. Many times the Africans that were already in this country was forced to become slaves also. The West like to pretend that all the people that came here was sold by Africans. Doesn't this sound familiar with some kinds of games that the races have always used? This is why I have no time for liars. I am too old and life is too short.
I have so many drafts from old times that I need to revise. These are all continuations from books that I wrote 33 years ago. My plans are to donate all of my writings to charity. I will continue to join all the black news outlets that are available for me. I will continue to become a professional writer.
I have had to put many of my plans on hold because of the denial from funds that belong to me that HUD is refusing to disburse to my account. My goal has always been to stay as far as possible away from the 2024 elections. Many of my postings for the last 34 years are consistent of these feelings. HUD insist on making me a borrower when I am a buyer of my home. In a contract with over 107 pages, there are only three signatures, those signatures belong to me and the two sellers. Why was I removed from the first contract that I sign? Why did the legal aid in Georgia decide to sign me up as a debtor to Georgia? Because they are so many questions to ask, and because I am forced to be redundant, I am still trying to stay away from politics until after The next elections. However, I am being forced to ask for funds from my investment in 1993.
Why was I remove? The final insult from the Justice department came the other day when I called to add information to a previous concern and the lady hung up on me. I need my money. I have lost all trust because of my experiences with racism in this country. I am denied all human rights as far as American citizens are concerned. Why are we going around the world concerning ourselves with problems in other countries while these kinds of things are happening to people right here in this country? I believe that I am helping to pay for wars that I do not believe in. Did I hear many of our leaders imply that immigration in this country would replace the vote from African Americans?
Why did I know that the immigrants could not vote in this country and our leader seem not to have known? I can admit to my ignorance. I am aware that the word ignorance is not always derogatory. The root word is not knowing. There are many things that I don't know. This does not mean by no sense of the word that I'm stupid.
I had to stop doing what I love most because of the fact that I have been having problems in getting funds that HUD owes me. I have never stopped posting on Facebook. As a matter of fact I have four websites on Facebook lite. I don't know how to get to them. In spite of how dumb I am about technology, I learned something every day. There are many things that I do not understand about posting on the internet.
I believe what's happening now is because I blog on Facebook Lite where there are posts somehow things are conflicting with each other. I do not understand what has caused the posting to start in the middle of the page. If HUD would pay me the money that they owe I would not be having this problem. My posting lately is appearing as if I am using two different web addresses. Guess what? I just got an idea. I will place my address on the blog for everyone to see. I believe I have erased a lot of postings that I have done in the past. I sure did'n want that to happen. I did'n't get to post yesterday as I usually do because of these kinds of complications. HELP!
This is probably why young people are smart enough not to vote for someone my age or older.
If you notice, we're greedy. Our minds do not work right. When you're 90 years old, your best to go shopping at a funeral home for your remains upon death. I don't want to be buried, I want to be placed in a jar on a shelf. Unfortunately, I found out the other day from a white woman who said that in America, often bodies are dismembered, and thrown in the pool of s***. Her husband was a white man who also had served in the military in this country, she was crying because she said that they did not allow her to bury him properly. Now if they did this to someone with white privilege and entitlement I am not dumb enough to think that whatever worse than that can happen it would be for me. Perhaps this is why I don't fear death. There are some horrible crap that can happen to you in America. Often common old people become forgetful.
I am not saying that this is true with everyone but in my case it's not that it doesn't come back, but often it is not there when I need it. I could just picture me on the stage trying to debate with someone. Perhaps, tomorrow I will I have a good answer for whatever was said to me but it's not there when I need it. This is why I like being around people. You learn so much. I have always heard everyone say it is our short turn memory that goes away when you need it. This is true in my case. I can't wait until the presidential election starts for 2024. I just hope I live long enough to see it. It should be fun. I certainly am not saying that these people might be as effected as I am. But I do know I start having difficulties in my sixth not '80s. An example of this Is that I used to have a class that I went to and all the students were a lot younger than I were. It was not that I could not keep up with them as far as learning goes but I was so slow with getting the same message that they did at a faster pace.
The truth of the matter is in many ways. I didn't understand that you are truly much more wiser I believe because of your past experiences. Everything slows down though. Even my driving. The last time I went out alone we should have been quite a while ago. Everyone behind me was blowing. I knew then it was time for me to out of the driving so much. Believe me, that's just what I have been forced to do. One reason I think this is true is because I am more aware of how fragile life is.
One thing good about being young, as they say you don't believe s*** stink. When you get my age you do know. One of my sons and I were talking the other day about life and it' how interesting it is. I have always noticed how everyone in my family is involved in politics. I don't like to be around people who don't have an interested in what's going on in the world, and I'm sure they don't want to be around me. I have always been interested in many subjects.
I have never been a group thinker. As Kenny Rogers used to say, I have always known when to hold and fold them. As I often say, I listen to people and decide whether their logic is better than mine. And most of the time I find that I learn a lot from others. I wouldn't start trying to tell you how much I learned from other people. I think that's why I'm so hyper. I'm thinking pretty fast at picking up the gist of a situation and moving on to the next problem. I have always wanted to get the most I I could from a lie because I know that I was not going to be here long. My goal is to live to get 108.
I now know that it is not realistic. But boy I'm still trying to work on it. The greatest dream that I have is that someday the world will be a better place. After we save this planet I believe It's time for us to work on the universe. It's so much for us to think about. Am I to believe that all these billions and trillions of planets out there that there's no life on them? Am I to believe that when you watch a bird who has all these beautiful colors and designs that there has not been something that influenced this? This is probably why I have never been a religious person. I definitely believe that everyone has a right to do whatever that makes them happy the short time that they're going to be here. I have spoken about this in so many different ways, even if the people who read my writing did not make the connection of where my logic was coming from. I have always had a great thirst for life.
The main target was always the brain. I believe that's the greatest gift that mankind has ever gotten is the brain. I understand that there are different levels of our abilities to use our brain power, but I believe that even the those who we think that's not as adapters as others. I believe that's not true. Consequently, I have low faith with artificial intelligence. I believe this is planned to be another round of white privilege. I certainly don't believe there is any man-made anything that can out think many human beings. I think qualifications of mankind goes in all different places.
I worked, retired, and graduated in the field of psychology. I don't think I learned as much from the so-called normal people as I learned from many of the people that I worked with. Even in the field of autism, I think I saw things with this group that we will never understand.
I am sure that most of the readers have this post will not be old enough to remember the case where the couple in California with a big family, both mother and father was professional. As I recall they were about to move to Oklahoma. But for some reason one of the children escaped the imprisonment from their parents the night before departure. When I think about this incident, it makes me remember something else. I remember how upset Americans were because when the children were divided some of them were force to go live in the neighborhoods with black people. Oh boy! was the people upset about the mistreatment of these children. They considered them mistreated because they had to live where black people are forced to live a lifetime. These are the kinds of things that when I think about I become so damn angery until I could chew on wood, Believe it or not people, I truly can write a book a day about my experience in life. And in time I plan for these books to be very professional. As long as I'm here I will be trying to educate myself enough to be able to comment on any subject with a clear understanding of what I'm trying to convey. As I said yesterday, I'm the kind of person if you put me in jail. I will write on toilet paper. If you take the toilet paper I will use a wheelchair and go to the streets, other options include kill me, but as long as I breathe I want the option of dying with the freedom that was giving from within. I am so thankful that I was ignorant enough to think that everyone loved me when I was a child. I believe this helped me so much. I often say that my mind is opened up to all outside and if you can make the connection to my logic My point is that many things are possible.
I started writing many journals as a young person. I have loads of different things that I have written about. This is why I have no time to waste on liars. All this does is regressed my mind. Like everyone else, I too have had to use denial in order to survive. I've had the death of children and my whole family to the point where I stop going to funerals. The last funeral I went to was in the '60s when my younger brother was shot in the back by police. I seldom mention this but there has been five black men in my family who was murdered by white men and no one ever went before a judge. I have been forced on there. So many racists fences in my lifetime until I have learned how to get the gist of a situation and move on. I am sure that there are many of you who have the same abilities. If I am right about this then you understand what I'm saying.
The intention in saperating the lives of the eight police who were murdered by two dead black men, from the lives of the blacks who were murdered by the police, is the typical behavior of racist America. Before the news of the young black man who was murdered today in Chicago, I wrote yesterday about the cruelty of how the creaters of racism go out of their way to maintain this evil. I spoke of the level of evil that is involved when you see adults and parents of children who can divorce from empathy from children is an unbelieveable act of barbarian and savage personalities.
These are the people who have always had the need to project their brutal behavior toward the people who they have intentionally tried, or destroyed. These same monsters are ready to lie when interacting with minorities but have used their power to pad the lies to make a case within their favor. This is an over five-hundred year old trick. The killings that are published are the few that black happen to catch with new tecnology. There is never any concideration that what ever lie that the police tell it is accepted as truth. This i should be known as the white privilege trap,
This is an evil that had done damage to many people. There are some who I have known for over eighty+three years. However, I know black people pretty darn well. One thing that I have never seen is people who I grew up with who will not spend special time with children. I believe that they would help me build a tree to hang a black adult who supports the killing of any child. I can safety say the same about the Native Americans who I was raised around. They too were very kind people. What kind of maggot sperm that is evil enough to forget the damage that is done to a child that is abused? This remind me of what's going on in Texas now. They don't want certain books in school because it make white children uncomfortable. Can you imagine that anyone would make that kind of difference in children and the harm that they know is inflicting on the child that's being mistreated? Do you think that these...?
I believe it is the same kind of bigots that created the false system of white supremacy and black inferior lies. I believe things are much worse at this time. I am now 90 years old from the time I started revising this post. There has been so many changes. I am still doing research and I found out so many things that I never knew before. I didn't realize how organized this system of hate really is in America. And what make my situation so good concerning this is that my family, friends and followers will always be there to make this message available to any parent.
Let me think about this, I am very much hoping that people will carry on the goodwill of mankind. But from my experience with things changing so fast I am not sure anymore. I talk about my friends. Most of my friends are ready dead. When I speak of my friends I'm talking about their children and their children's children. As far as I'm concerned they are all my children. I look at some of them sometime and they look damn near
as old as I am. It's hard to believe. The other day I was on the internet and I saw this woman with her back turn. She was dancing her behind off. Perhaps this was only in my youth because we were segregated, There is a need to watch some of the old shows in order to see where we were at that time She was a white woman and you know the stereo-typing that is used about white people and dancing. That's not true today, but when I was coming up the white people that were around us they and I both had the same problems. What we were doing had nothing to do with music. My first experience with this new generation of white people was watching a white man, dancing in Africa and damn! When I was young I noticed that the white women could dance much better than their men. I don't know why. See! I am being a typical American, indoctrinated down to my toes.
This is why I don't like writing on these mobile phones. You might repeat the same thing many times, you never know. But on the other hand I love them because of the fact that I can stay in bed and do my thing. You know! When I am getting something free I should keep my mouth shut. I wonder why I seem to be better at knowing a predictable word than the software that comes free on the internet. Sometime. I think it's deliberately trying to make as many mistakes as possible. I guess I've been in America too long as a black person. When every moment of real life is always surrounded by something that's common sense for letting you know it's not normal it my case. I have started being suspicious of every damn thing. When you know the full situation you would understand. The races in this country did a good job of complexing simplicity. Racism goes in so many ways until you don't know whether you're coming or going.
We were talking the other day and a friend and I was asking about our experiences as individuals
with racism in America and the reality in most of it, I cannot verbalize. It is so subliminal. I think it's good that in many cases there is segregation because that's the only way that I have had to hang on to some kind of sanity. Thank goodness that I spent most of my life segregated. As I have said before I played with white children all my life but like I said I cannot put it into words.
My husband was an airman, and we were stationed on plenty bases in this country, consequently, it caused us to be around military people. Most of them were white. And they were good friends. There are many times that I had to check them because they certainly feel like you're chatting that have some kind of parental entitlement over you. As I often say I have never objected to how anyone feels as a racist. It's the practice that bothers me. Be you, but don't do me.
I can understand that people want to be around those who they're most familiar with. That's certainly the case for me. I love being around black people. Why would I get anger with anyone who wants to be around people who they are familiar with? Let's keep drinking and we both will know who we are. When are we going to stop lying to one another? When I think about it, that's a very foolish question. It is the lies that makes it all possible. As I have often said, it is not the races that I dislike. I despise the practice of racism. I certainly don't have time to be dealing with liars. They cannot be trusting anywhere. There is nothing that any of us can do with reality. Reality is that we were all originated in Africa. Africa does not need the world but the world needs Africa. Are we foolish enough to think that the young people from that continent will allow another chance for others to come in and steal their culture?
If you believe this, I think it is time for you to start knowing what's going on around the world. I believe people everywhere are tired of the foolishness of predator and prey. I believe people
also realize that records shows those who refers to themselves asCaucasians are the minorities. If you can believe anything you read that these liars write, there are only from 5 to 6% of Europeans in the world. Are we foolish enough to allow the 400-year-old one half of 1% horror to continue? Wake up people. Is it time for us to all sign up for solidarity with kindness to all human beings?
This has always been the core of my head and heart, and I don't plan to change. It is time for the presidents and all upcoming candidates for any office around the world to sign up for solidarity against white privilege entitlement. We must fight to save the universe. Why are we spending billions of dollars to kill people instead of trying to save the life of all living things. Why are black people the target of racist hate? Why are there black men serving time simply because of skin color? Why are we fighting as Americans to save the lives of people who have never spent one dime, I did one day of labor in this country? Why are Americans allowing a government agency to steal money that is owed to me simply because I am black? I must continue to join many more news outlets that's run by black people. It gets a message out of the abuse we have received for over 400 years.
How can the world ever have equality for mankind as long as white privilege is in place? Is it time for us to all come together with solidarity for a civil rights movement?
I am very happy today because of the combine knowledge I have of the world. For the first time, I can verbalize one of the main tool that is holding the world and the state of injustice in place for the sake of one unit. I am speaking of a system with a common cause and one purpose in mind. I am not speaking against the racists but against the practice of racism. We have been chasing ourselves through all the different hedges that are designed for us to lose our direction. I have had an experiences in America with personal trauma that has proved to be nothing less than racism. This cruelty is orchestrated under one name. White privileges entitlement that has many footprints. There is a paper trails written by my enemies to support how well organized the evil forces works together to maintain the mother evil. For over 500 years, the Europeans and Americans have used predator prey brutality across the entire planet.
I am proud to say that it was the Africans on the continent and in America who stopped this evil. Every place that a weapon could be found to use against humanity was employed. The victims included South America, Haiti, Cuba, and anywhere in the diaspora for Africans were found they were victimized. This is a reality that must be told. We were supposed to never know about the meeting that occurred 500 years ago where there were no Africans invited. I make no decision for any other culture but personally I believe in treating people the same way they treat me. When I decided that I was going to be a writer, my target has always been for the majority. It turns out that the majority of the people are African descendants. Consequently, I have never targeted Americans listeners.
because of my latest discoveries from dealing with different entities of fraud in the United States I have decided to place a gist of my will on the internet. it is time for me to go fishing and free myself from the web of white privilege lies. It is such a waste of my time to continue dealing with people who survive on a pacifier with the need for fantasy. I have been buried under papers for over 33 years trying to get money that is owed to me because of a special kind of investment I made with HUD. This was a very traumatic time in my life. I am amazed at how I was able to use denial in order to maintain sanity. I have worked and talked about how I grew up as a child. I will always know that this experience has helped me through all my life struggles. I have written before about how I felt that everyone loved me. I am very grateful for that experience, whether it was true does not matter.
The system of racism in America is so arrogant and ignorant that I think that we have finally trapped ourselves. The dependence on lies for over 500 years has forced africans to come out and do what they do best. We were never supposed to know that it was an African who created the internet highway. From my experience with HUD, I can walk you totally through the trail on the connection with designer racism in America. There was never any intentions of freedom from enslavement of Africans by the Europeans and Americans. An example of white privileges entitlement is the case of Bill and Hillary Clinton. The brother of Hillary Clinton is also involved.
Reality is, that this evil has caused the loss of so many lives. Every place that the races visited and they could pick up knowledge of a weapon to use against others was put into practice. From the gun and gunpowder from China, to the cure for diseases from South America. At this very moment the Clinton family are in Haiti stealing gold. Now they have become very wealthy because of these thefts. The Clintons have been an instrument in racism from the time they enter the stage. Has anyone noticed what's going on in the Middle East now? I believe had Hillary Clinton became president that there would be military basis station all over Africa. Remember how how closely George Bush senior wants to Bill Clinton? Remember when Bush's senior talked about the new world order?
Has anyone forgotten what Bill Clinton did in Rwanda? Remember how he sent a plane into Africa to pick up all white privileges, entitlement people and return them to America while ignoring the fact that Africa was ready to commit genocide I guess the people? Are we aware of what's going on in the Middle East behind the actions of Hillary Clinton?
Are the Democrats getting ready to make the same mistake they made before in assuming that they had the right to select the candidate for the presidential election? This is the map that points to one direction towards white privilege. This cruelty was design to have many faces. Does this cause the victims to resort to racist entitlements? I now believe the game is over and that this is how self-destruction will happen in America and Europe. Thank goodness! No one has a need to do anything against the racists.
This has called me to reflect on so many things. Through my childhood I can see how much of my parents African roots came with them from Africa. When I have traveled to Africa, I came to recognize some of my father's personalities. One was hospitality. Both of my parents always believed in feeding people. I am very much the same. Unfortunately for me, I have gotten so old until I don't have the energy to entertain like I once did so I just resort to my first love, writing.
There is so much that I would love to write about. It would be easy for me to write a book a day. That's why I'm going to become professional. Let me correct that, I will become professional under normal circumstances.This include things such as good health or unexpected incidents. I have always done a lot of writing. I can't wait to start digging out some of the things I wrote when I was a young person. I was as flighty as hell. But my mind was very sharp.
I have always been interested in the brain. In many of my postings I have talked about investing in Africa with a brain bank. I knew about P2P technology. Reality is that crypto-currency, such as Bitcoin was placed on stage through this knowledge. The thing I love most about writing is that you don't have to listen to. Someone explains something to you that's not going to make any sense in most cases. Your pin has the last word. Think about how much time you save. By no means, am I saying that my logic is better than others? It's just that the choice of my logic is what I enjoy.
Now we are coming into the area of the paper trail that lead the world to the technology that was involved in a America to master and design racism. There is nothing in this country that is feared more by the racists than truth. Truth would remove the system of xenophobes from the eyes of the of the world. They always wanted their victims to believe that they were the last word as far as control. I was so happy when I learned that the international l court rulings were always binding. I was never supposed to know about the word reciprocity, court rulings, and the need for protection with American Allies. We were taught that America has the last word in everything. They're teaching of ignorance. Was the smallest board for the racist.
From the time that the Africans landed on the shores of America before Columbus, African roots and technology were in place to create the continent of America. Guess who can tell that story better than I can? The racists themselves. It is seldom if the white police in America will turn down an opportunity for greed and predatory behavior. All one has to do is follow the paper trail of their behavior that is written by them and you will know how the script was flipped.
Because of this reality, and my experience with racism, in the past 33 years, I have walked every track that has been taken to expose the evil of the white privileges design. There was never any intentions of the people who came to the shores on the European ships of ever being free. Many times the Africans that were already in this country was forced to become slaves also. The West like to pretend that all the people that came here was sold by Africans. Doesn't this sound familiar with the some kinds of games that the races have always used? This is why I have no time for liars. I am too old and life is too short.
I have so many drafts from old times that I need to revise. These are all continuations from books that I wrote 33 years ago. My plans are to donate all of my writings to charity. I will continue to join all the black news outlets that are available for me. I will continue to become a professional writer.I have had to put many of my plans on hold because of the denial from funds that belong to me that HUD is refusing to disburse to my account. My goal has always been to stay as far as possible away from the 2024 elections. Many of my postings for the last 34 years are consistent of these feelings.
My question is, who has been getting paid for all of my books, bloggings, and postings. Believe me, I have not gotten one red dime. However. this did not stop HUD from taking out insurance on my home, and then making themselves the beneficial of the insurance. Remember I bought and paid cash for my home. HUD knew that the white privileges system would protect them for anything they did against me.
HUD insist on making me a borrower of my home when I am a buyer. In a contract with over 107 pages, there are only three signatures, those signatures belong to me and the two sellers. Why was I removed from the first contract that I sign? Why did the legal aid in Georgia decide to sign me up as a debtor to Georgia? Because they are so many questions to ask, and because I am forced to be redundant, I am still trying to stay away from politics until after The next elections. However, I am being forced to ask for funds from my investment in 1993. Why was I remove?
The final insult from the Justice department came the other day when I called to add information to a previous concern and the lady hung up on me. I well understand the mentality that's behind me getting all the money that's owed to me owed. The American government owed me millions of dollars and this is all a matter of records that can be proved. The evidence is written by the employees within this country. As I said before, contrast this with a fact that the late Russ Lindbergh was earning over 70 billion dollars a year at the time of his death. Contrast it with the feelings and behavior that I am experiencing.
What is the psychology behind this. It reminds me of the attitudes from American years ago concerning the black ball players. In spite of the fact that America is wealthy based on the contributions from African Americans. I have lost all trust because of my experiences with racism in this country. I am denied all human rights as far as American citizens are concerned. Why are we going around the world concerning ourselves with problems in other countries while these kinds of things are happening to people right here in this country? I believe that I am helping to pay for wars that I do not believe in.
I had to stop doing what I love most because of the fact that I have been having problems in getting funds that HUD owes me. I have never stopped posting on Facebook. As a matter of fact I have four websites on Facebook lite. I don't know how to get to them. In spite of how dumb I am about technology, I learned something every day. There are many things that I do not understand about posting on the internet.
I believe what's happening now is because I blog on Facebook Lite where there are posts somehow things are conflicting with each other. I do not understand what has caused the posting to start in the middle of the page. If HUD would pay me the money that they owe I would hire a secretary. My posting lately is appearing as if I am using two different web addresses. Guess what? I just got an idea. I will place my address on the blog for everyone to see. I believe I have erased a lot of postings that I have done in the past. I sure did'n want that to happen. I did'n't get to post yesterday as I usually do because of these kinds of complications. HELP!
This is probably why young people are smart enough not to vote for someone my age or older.
If you notice, we're greedy. Our minds do not work right. When you're 90 years old, your best to go shopping funeral home for your remains upon death. I don't want to be buried, I want to be placed in a jar on a shelf. Unfortunately, I found out the other day from a white woman who said that in America, often bodies are dismembered, and thrown in the pool of s***. Her husband was a white man who also had served in the military in this country, she was crying because she said that they did not allow her to bury him properly. Now if they did this to someone with white privilege and entitlement I am not dumb enough to think that whatever worse than that can happen it would be for me. Perhaps this is why I don't fear death. There are some horrible crap that can happen to you in America. Often common old people become forgetful.
I am not saying that this is true with everyone but in my case it's not that it doesn't come back, but often it is not there when I need it. I could just picture me on the stage trying to debate with someone. Perhaps, tomorrow I will I have a good answer for whatever was said to me but it's not there when I need it. This is why I like being around people. You learn so much. I have always heard everyone say it is our short turn memory that goes away when you need it. This is true in my case. I can't wait until the presidential election start for 2024. I just hope I live long enough to see it. It should be fun. I certainly am not saying that these people might be as effected as I am. But I do know I start having difficulties in my sixth not '80s. An example of this Is that I used to have a class that I go to and all the students were a lot younger than I was. It was not that I could not keep up with them as far as learning goes but I was so slow with getting the same message that they were at a faster pace. I think I just repeated myself somewhere in this writing. Believe me, this is a process of aging.
The truth of the matter is in many ways I didn't understand that I am are truly much more wiser I believe I was in the past because of past experiences. Everything slows down though. Even my driving. The last time I went out alone we should have been quite a while ago. Everyone behind me was blowing. I knew then it was time for me to out of the driving so much. Believe me, that's just what I have been forced to do. One reason I think this is true is because I am more aware of how fragile life is.
One thing good about being young, as they say you don't believe s*** stink. When you get my age you do know. One of my sons and I were talking the other day about life and it' how interesting it is. I have always noticed how everyone in my family is involved in politics. I don't like to be around people who don't have an interested in what's going on in the world, and I'm sure they don't want to be around me. I have always been interested in many subjects.
I have never been a group thinker. As Kenny Rogers used to say, I have always known when to hold and fold them. As I often say, I listen to people and decide whether their logic is better than mine. And most of the time I find that I learn a lot from others. I wouldn't start trying to tell you how much I learned from other people. I think that's why I'm so hyper. I'm thinking pretty fast at picking up the gist of a situation and moving on to the next problem. I have always wanted to get the most I I could from a lie because I know that I was not going to be here long. My goal is to live to get 108.
I now know that that is not realistic. But boy I'm still trying to work on it. The greatest dream that I have is that someday the world will be a better place. After we save this planet I believe It's time for us to work on the universe. It's so much for us to think about. Am I to believe that all these billionds and trillions of planets out there that there's no life on them? Am I to believe that when you watch a bird who has all these beautiful colors and designs that there has not been something that influenced this? This is probably why I have never been a religious person. I definitely believe that everyone has a right to do whatever that makes them happy the short time that they're going to be here. I have spoken about this in so many different ways, even if the people who read my writing did not make the connection of where my logic was coming from. I have always had a great thirst for life. The main target was always the brain. I believe that's the greatest gift that mankind has ever gotten. I understand that there are different levels of our abilities to use our brain power, but I believe that even the those who we think that's not as adapters as others. I believe that's not true.
I worked, retired, and graduated in the field of psychology. I don't think I learned as much from the so-called normal people as I learned from many of the people that I worked with. Even in the field of autism, I think I saw things with this group that we will never understand.
I am sure that most of the readers have this post will not be old enough to remember the case where the couple in California with a big family, both mother and father was professional. As I recall they were about to move to Oklahoma. But for some reason one of the children escaped the imprisonment from their parents the night before departure. When I think about this incident, it makes me remember something else. I remember how upset Americans were because when the children were divided some of them were force to go live in the neighborhoods of black people. Oh boy! was the people upset about themistreatment of these children. They considered them mistreated because they had to live where black people are forced to live a lifetime.
These are the kinds of things that when I think about I become so damn angery until I could chew on wood, Believe it or not people, I truly can write a book a day about my experience in life. And in time I plan for these books to be very professional. As long as I'm here I will be trying to educate myself enough to be able to comment on any subject with a clear understanding of what I'm trying to say. As I said yesterday, I'm the kind of person if you put me in jail. I will write on toilet paper. If you take the toilet paper I will use a wheelchair and go to the streets, other options include kill me, but as long as I breathe I want the option of dying with the freedom that was giving from within àt my birth. I am so thankful that I was ignorant enough to think that everyone loved me when I was a child. I believe this helped me so much. I often say that my mind is opened up to all outside and if you can make the connection to my logic My point is that many things are possible.
I started writing many journals as a young person. I have loads of different things that I have written about. This is why I have no time to waste on liars. All this does is regressed my mind. Like everyone else, I too have had to use denial in order to survive. I've had the death of children and my whole family to the point where I stop going to funerals. The last funeral I went to was in the '60s when my younger brother was shot in the back by police. I seldom mention this but there has been five black men in my family who was murdered by white men and no one ever went before a judge. I have been forced on there. So many racists fences in my lifetime until I have learned how to get the gist of a situation and move on. I am sure that there are many of you who have the same abilities. If I am right about this then you understand what I'm saying.
The intention in saperating the lives of the eight police who were murdered by two dead black men, from the lives of the blacks who were murdered by the police, is the typical behavior of racist America. Before the news of the young black man who was murdered today in Chicago, I wrote yesterday about the cruelty of how the creaters of racism go out of their way to maintain this evil. I spoke of the level of evil that is involved when you see adults and parents of children who can divorce from empathy from children is an unbelieveable act of barbarian and savage personalities.
These are the people who have always had the need to project their brutal behavior toward the people who they have intentionally tried, or destroyed. These same monsters are ready to lie when interacting with minorities but have used their power to pad the lies to make a case within their favor. This is an over five-hundred year old trick. The killings that are published are the few that black happen to catch with new tecnology. There is never any concideration that what ever lie that the police tell it is accepted as truth. This i should be known as the white privilege trap,
This is an evil that had done damage to many people. There are some who I have known for over eight-three years. However, I know black people pretty darn well. One thing that I have never seen is people who I grew up with who will not spend special time with children. I believe that they would help me build a tree to hang a black adult who supports the killing of any child. I can safety say the same about the Native Americans who I was raised around. They too were very kind people. What kind of maggot sperm that is evil enough to forget the damage that is done to a child that is abused? This remind me of what's going on in Texas now. They don't want certain books in school because it make white children uncomfortable. Can you imagine that anyone would make that kind of difference in children and the harm that they know is inflicting on the child that's being mistreated? Do you think that these...? I believe it is the same kind of bigots that created the false system of white supremacy and black inferior lies. I believe things are much worse at this time. I am now 90 years old from the time I started revising this post. There has been so many changes. I am still doing research and I found out so many things that I never knew before. I didn't realize how organized this system of hate really is in America. And what make my situation so good concerning this is that my family, friends and followers will always be there to make this message available to any parent.
Let me think about this, I am very much hoping that people will carry on the goodwill of mankind. But from my experience with things changing so fast I am not sure anymore.
I talk about my friends. Most of my friends are ready dead. When I speak of my friends I'm talking about their children and their children's children. As far as I'm concerned they are all my children. I look at some of them sometime and they look damn nearas old as I am. It's hard to believe. The other day I was on the internet and I saw this woman with her back turn. She was dancing her behind off. She was a white woman and you know the stereo-typing that is used about white people and dancing. This may have been only in my days. That's not true today but when I was coming up the white people that were around us they and I both had the same problems. What we were doing had nothing to do with music. That's not true today. My first experience with this new generation of white people that I was watching a white man, dancin in Africa and damn! When I was young I noticed that the white women could dance much better than their men. I don't know why. See! I am being a typical American, indoctrinated down to my toes.
This is why I don't like writing on these mobile phones. You might repeat the same thing many times, you never know. But on the other hand I love them because of the fact that I can stay in bed and do my thing. You know! When I am getting something free I should keep my mouth shut. I wonder why I seem to be better at knowing a predictable word than the software that comes free on the internet. Sometime. I think it's deliberately trying to make as many mistakes as possible. I guess I've been in America too long as a black person. When every moment of real life is always surrounded by something that's common sense for letting you know it's not normal it whereIn my case I have started being suspicious of every damn thing. When you know the full situation you would understand. The races in this country did a good job of complexing simplicity. Racism goes in so many ways until you don't know whether you're coming or going.
We were talking the other day and a friend and I was asking about our experiences as individuals
with racism in America and the reality is most of it, I cannot verbalize. It is so subliminal. I think it's good that in many cases there is segregation because that's the only way that I have had to hang on to some kind of sanity. Thank goodness that I spent most of my life segregated. As I have said before I played with white children all my life but like I said I cannot put it into words. My husband was an airman, and we were stationed on plenty bases in this country, consequently, it caused us to be around military people. Most of them were white. And they were good friends. There are many times that I had to check some of them because they certainly feel like you're chattel and they have some kind of parental entitlement over you. I mean this something that I can understand really. As I say all the time, I have never objected to how anyone feels as a racist. It's the practice that bothers me. Be you, but don't do me. As I have
These are the people who have always had the need to project their brutal behavior toward the people who they have intentionally tried, or destroyed. These same monsters are ready to lie when interacting with minorities but have used their power to pad the lies to make a case within their favor. This is an over five-hundred year old trick. The killings that are published are the few that black happen to catch with new tecnology. There is never any concideration that what ever lie that the police tell it is accepted as truth. This i should be known as the white privilege trap,
said it is not the races I hate. I just hate his practice.
How can the world ever have equality for mankind as long as white privilege is in place? Is it time for us to all come together for solidarity with a civil rights movement for the safety of mankind?
There should never be another system of white privilege. The world crisis that we all are facing. today is the results of the last 400 years of white privileges.
Should this movement include everyone? Perhaps I'm wrong but I think most of us know kindness from evil. The only thing I know is to live one day at a time. My experiences in life has taught me how fragile our existence are. Perhaps this is why I once said that I was not afraid to die. I think that this statement is still true except at this time I'm not ready to die. There are many things that I want to see happen. I want to see the world of people, who are ready to look in the mirror. I believe that we need less xenophobes, pettiness, mercenaries, and more empathy toward others. This is all impossible until we read the world from allowing the wealthy to come before the poor and the needy. I believe that every time we leave the door open with special privilege for certain people, it is a crack for racism. Do we need group thinkers? Perhaps this is something that we should talk about. One thing that I have always heard that I agree with. I think the stress is the greatest killer of mankind. This is why I am so much against the design of racism. It is evil.
The other day my pressure went up and I freaked out. So I can stop telling that lie that I am ready to die. The reason I ever felt that way is because of an operation I once had that was peaceful. After everything was over the doctor came to me and said you have cancer. My response to him was I don't know why I'm not afraid. At the time I was not. Another thing I have thought about was the doctor himself. He was the best doctor I have ever had. I will not mention his name. I would love to but I do not have his permission. He worked in DeKalb county, Georgia. This is racist zip code language so we all know what I'm saying. Why do we need to play these kind of dumb games? As a matter of fact, since I don't think of myself being a group thinker, I'm not going to play the game. He was black.
I am very happy today because of the combine knowledge I have of the world. For the first time, I can verbalize one of the main tool that is holding the world and the state of injustice in place for the sake of one unit. I am speaking of a system with a common cause and one purpose in mind. I am not speaking against the racists but against the practice of racism. We have been chasing ourselves through all the different hedges that are designed for us to lose our direction. I have had an experiences in America with personal trauma that has proved to be nothing less than racism. Unfortunately, this racism is at the level of the American government. I have a paper trail that proves it.
This cruelty is orchestrated under many names. White privileges entitlements have many footprints. White privilege is my enemy. This is the evil that prevented me from being properly educated as a young child. I believe that the world need all the brain power that we can get. Who knows? If I had been allowed to bring my thinking to the world stage, maybe I could have contributed to the mysteries of life and death.
For the last 400 years, we were all taught that the only brain power that the world had to offer came from those with white skin. I think that this has backfired on this group of people. I can only speak for myself, but once I find that you have a reason to lie, I total up on you. I then believe nothing you say. I have no time for liars. The white privileges was then exposed to me.
I knew that this group were not the majority of people worldwide. I read somewhere that there are only from 5 to 6% of Caucasians throughout the world. There is one method that I use when judging others, I always notice those who are mercenaries. Fortunately for me, I have no need to be around people a long time in order to get a great understanding of their personalities. Of course, I recognize the fact that I could be wrong. Perhaps this is why I have always said I do not speak absolutely. And my mind is as open as old outside. Reality is because life is so fragile at this moment, most of us are sitting next to some instrument of death. Guess what? Happens and kindness is not always at our fingertips. Love and happiness is very fleeing.
Think about this, to describe how fragile life is, after the time of your birth, the place where you are born could be on fire. This was also a part of my logic when I used to say that I didn't want to come back. The sleep that I had during my operation when I had cancer was so peaceful. Could This mean that I feared coming back and facing my enemies? In my case, reality is that there is a paper trails written by my enemies to support how well organized the evil forces can be and how they can works together to maintain the mothers of evil.
Is that often say, I do a lot of research, what I lately found out was that America is in much more trouble than they want to admit. The level of racism in this country causes the people to not include black people in the conversation with the world problems. This nonsense has nothing to do with reality. Reality is, Africa is the most wealthiest continent in the world. Every needs that man will ever have will come from Africa. It is necessary for me to remind my readers several times that the world needs Africa, Africa does not need the world. Once a roll of people can face this reality, perhaps we then can start talking about the relationships with Arabs and Africans today. It appears that no one of yesterday had no desire to deal with Africa with respect. From the latest information that I have, when each of these different cultures declined their business with Africa Arabs are ready to pick up the slack. What about the Europeans in Americans?
Here is an example of this, for over 500 years, the Europeans and Americans have used. a system of predator, and prey brutalities across the entire planet. I am proud to say that I believe that it will be the Africans on the continent and in America who will stop this evil. Every place that a weapon could be found to use against humanity cruelty is employed. The victims included South America, Haiti, Cuba, and anywhere in the diaspora where Africans are found, they are victimized. This is a reality that must be told. We were never supposed to know about the meeting that occurred 500 years ago where there were no Africans invited. I make no decision for any other culture but personally I believe in treating people the same way they treat me, therefore, this applies to the white privilege system. The white privileges make it impossible for equality among mankind as long as this evil is in place. Again ask, victimized it time for the world of people to sign up for solidarity against this evil?
When I decided that I was going to be a writer, my target has always been for the majority on the continent of Africa. It turns out that the majority of people are African descendants. Consequently, I have never targeted Americans readers. My plans are whatever else I happen to have at the time of my death, I want to donate people who are helpless. There will be stipulations that I am now working on. Thanks to my followers who are willing to take time to help me. According to the American government, it admits to owing me millions of dollars. There are many paper trails written by thel employees that support what I am writing. I have decided to continue placing this information on the internet
Because of my latest discoveries from dealing with different entities of fraud within the United States, I have decided to place a gist of my will on the internet. it is time for me to go fishing and free myself from the web of white privilege lies. It is such a waste of my time to continue dealing with people who survive on a pacifier with the need for fantasy. I have been buried under papers for over 33 years trying to get money that is owed to me because of a special kind of investment I made with HUD. This is a very traumatic time in my life. I am amazed at how I am able to use denial in order to maintain sanity. I have worked and talked about how I grew up as a child. I will always know that this experience has helped me through all my life struggles. I have written before about how I felt that everyone loved me. I am very grateful for that experience, whether it was true does not matter.
The system of racism in America is so arrogant and ignorant that I think that we have finally trapped ourselves. The dependence on lies for over 500 years has forced africans to come out and do what they do best. We were never supposed to know that it was an African, Phillip EmeghalIi who connected the internet highway. Unlike what we were taught, we supposed to believe their black people are the airheads of the world. black people are the inventors of most modern technology. From my experience with HUD, I can walk you totally through the trail on the connection with designer racism in America. There was never any intentions of freedom from enslavement of Africans by the Europeans in Americans.
Reality is, that this evil has caused the loss of so many lives. Every place that the races visited and they could pick up knowledge of a weapon to use against others was put into practice. From the gun and gunpowder from China, to the cure for diseases from South America. A good example of lies from the races is the look at the Olmec. At a glance you know that these are Africans. However, American called them baby face Indians. Another example is at this very moment the Clinton family trio are in Haiti stealing gold and they have become very wealthy because of these thefThe Clintons have been an instrument in racism from the time they enter the stage. Their activities go all the way into Middle East and Africa. Remember when Bush's senior talked about the new world order? This the map that report to one direction and that again is white privilege. This cruelty was design to have many faces. This cause the victims to run in many different directions. I now believe the game is over and that this is how self-destruction will happen in America and Europe. Thank goodness! No one has a need to do anything against the
racists.
This has called me to reflect on so many things. Through my childhood I can see how much of my parents African roots came with them from Africa. When I have traveled to Africa, I came to recognize some of my father's personalities. One was hospitality. Both of my parents always believed in feeding people. I am very much the same. Unfortunately for me, I have gotten so old until I don't have the energy to
entertain like I once did. When I was young I was very busy. There is so much that I would love to write about. It would be easy for me to write a book a day. My goal is to become professional. Let me correct that, I will become professional under normal circumstances.This include things such as good health or unexpected incidents. I have always done a lot of writing. I can't wait to start digging out some of the things I wrote when I was a young person. I was as flighty as hell. But my mind was very sharp. I have always been interested in the brain. In many of my postings I have talked about investing in Africa with a brain bank. I knew about P2P technology. Reality is that crypto-currency, such as Bitcoin was placed on stage through this knowledge.
This all started from the system of emittance. There were many Africans from the continent living in this country who sent money home. This all started before the internet was on the stage. It was no accident that the Americans let us all to think that everything concerning technology came from the white privilege. There are plenty of welfare available to this entitlement system. Whenever you think about this, consider how many black people who were working and paying for their personal abuse. I am a victim of that evil. When I thought about this one day I decided I was going to put every piece of paper I have had through the fraudulent racist system in America. I have wasted so much time trying to get what rightfully belongs to me. Not only was I denied my civil rights, I experience different places in this country. I know that I am not the only black person who's victimized by this evil. If America paid me all the money they owe me, they would have a financial crisis. The guilt of this evil caused the psychological problem with these xenophobes that cannot be denied. One thing with the races, they are so determined to do everything possibly that they can to find a way to prevent black people from all gain.
There are many things about racism that makes me angry. But one of them most antagonistic things that I experiences is how they have mistreated the black youth on the continent of Africa and African Americans. Perhaps I should correct that. I believe that blacks in the diaspora around the world or victimized by racism. Perhaps I should qualify my experiences with psychology before someone try to shut me down with The statement I made concerning the damage that made about psychology does to Americans. I went to school, graduated, directive group home, and retired in the field of psychology. I was also licined by the state of California in the same field. I replaced all this information on the internet for the world to see the conflict with democracy and their presentation on the royal stage.
One thing I want the world to see is how obsessed that the races in Americans are. Here is an example of my point. The late Russ Limbaugh was earning 75 million a year at the time of his death. For 33 years, America has been refusing me funds from an investment I have through HUD at the rate of 12 % with compound interest. There was an attempt on the part of this establishment to make me believe that I owed money to the state of Georgia.
Now we are coming into the area of the paper trail that lead the world to the technology that was involved in a America to master and design racism. There is nothing in this country that is feared more by the racists than truth. Truth would remove the system of xenophobes from the eyes of the of the world.
From the time that the Africans landed on the shores of America before Columbus, African roots and technology were in place to create the continent of America. Guess who can tell that story better than I can? The racists themselves. It is seldom if the white police peple in America will turn down an opportunity for greed and predatory behavior. All one has to do is follow the paper trail of their behavior that is written by them and you will know how the script was flipped.
Because of this reality, and my experience with racism, in the past 33 years, I have heard every track that has been taken to expose the evil of the white privileges design. There was never any intentions of the people who came to the shores on the European ships of ever being free. Many times the Africans that were already in this country was forced to become slaves also. The West like to pretend that all the people that came here was sold by Africans. Doesn't this sound familiar with some kinds of games that the races have always used? This is why I have no time for liars. I am too old and life is too short.
I have so many drafts from old times that I need to revise. These are all continuations from books that I wrote 33 years ago. My plans are to donate all of my writings to charity. I will continue to join all the black news outlets that are available for me. I will continue to become a professional writer.
I have had to put many of my plans on hold because of the denial from funds that belong to me that HUD is refusing to disburse to my account. My goal has always been to stay as far as possible away from the 2024 elections. Many of my postings for the last 34 years are consistent of these feelings. HUD insist on making me a borrower when I am a buyer of my home. In a contract with over 107 pages, there are only three signatures, those signatures belong to me and the two sellers. Why was I removed from the first contract that I sign? Why did the legal aid in Georgia decide to sign me up as a debtor to Georgia? Because they are so many questions to ask, and because I am forced to be redundant, I am still trying to stay away from politics until after The next elections. However, I am being forced to ask for funds from my investment in
1993. Why was I remove? The final insult from the Justice department came the other day when I called to add information to a previous concern and the lady hung up on me. I need my money. I have lost all trust because of my experiences with racism in this country. I am denied all human rights as far as American citizens are concerned. Why are we going around the world concerning ourselves with problems in other countries while these kinds of things are happening to people right here in this country? I believe that I am helping to pay for wars that I do not believe in.
I had to stop doing what I love most because of the fact that I have been having problems in getting funds that HUD owes me. I have never stopped posting on Facebook. As a matter of fact I have four websites on Facebook lite. I don't know how to get to them. In spite of how dumb I am about technology, I learned something every day. There are many things that I do not understand about posting on the internet.
I believe what's happening now is because I blog on Facebook Lite where there are posts somehow things are conflicting with each other. I do not understand what has caused the posting to start in the middle of the page. If HUD would pay me the money that they owe I would hire a secretary. My posting lately is appearing as if I am using two different web addresses. Guess what? I just got an idea. I will place my address on the blog for everyone to see. I believe I have erased a lot of postings that I have done in the past. I sure did'n want that to happen. I did'n't get to post yesterday as I usually do because of these kinds of complications. HELP!
This is probably why young people are smart enough not to vote for someone my age or older.
If you notice, we're greedy. Our minds do not work right. When you're 90 years old, your best to go shopping funeral home for your remains upon death. I don't want to be buried, I want to be placed in a jar on a shelf. Unfortunately, I found out the other day from a white woman who said that in America, often bodies are dismembered, and thrown in the pool of s***. Her husband was a white man who also had served in the military in this country, she was crying because she said that they did not allow her to bury him properly. Now if they did this to someone with white privilege and entitlement I am not dumb enough to think that whatever worse than that can happen it would be for me. Perhaps this is why I don't fear death. There are some horrible crap that can happen to you in America. Often common old people become forgetful.
I am not saying that this is true with everyone but in my case it's not that it doesn't come back, but often it is not there when I need it. I could just picture me on the stage trying to debate with someone. Perhaps, tomorrow I will I have a good answer for whatever was said to me but it's not there when I need it. This is why I like being around people. You learn so much. I have always heard everyone say it is our short turn memory that goes away when you need it. This is true in my case. I can't wait until the presidential election start for 2024. I just hope I live long enough to see it. It should be fun. I certainly am not saying that these people might be as effected as I am. But I do know I start having difficulties in my sixth not '80s. An example of this Is that I used to have a class that I go to and all the students were a lot younger than I was. It was not that I could not keep up with them as far as learning goes but I was so slow with getting the same message that they were at a faster pace.
The truth of the matter is in many ways. I didn't understand that you are truly much more wiser I believe because of your past experiences. Everything slows down though. Even my driving. The last time I went out alone we should have been quite a while ago. Everyone behind me was blowing. I knew then it was time for me to out of the driving so much. Believe me, that's just what I have been forced to do. One reason I think this is true is because I am more aware of how fragile life is.
One thing good about being young, as they say you don't believe s*** stink. When you get my age you do know. One of my sons and I were talking the other day about life and it' how interesting it is. I have always noticed how everyone in my family is involved in politics. I don't like to be around people who don't have an interested in what's going on in the world, and I'm sure they don't want to be around me. I have always been interested in many subjects.
I have never been a group thinker. As Kenny Rogers used to say, I have always known when to hold and fold them. As I often say, I listen to people and decide whether their logic is better than mine. And most of the time I find that I learn a lot from others. I wouldn't start trying to tell you how much I learned from other people. I think that's why I'm so hyper. I'm thinking pretty fast at picking up the gist of a situation and moving on to the next problem. I have always wanted to get the most I I could from a lie because I know that I was not going to be here long. My goal is to live to get 108.
I now know that it is not realistic. But boy I'm still trying to work on it. The greatest dream that I have is that someday the world will be a better place. After we save this planet I believe It's time for us to work on the universe. It's so much for us to think about. Am I to believe that all these billions and trillions of planets out there that there's no life on them? Am I to believe that when you watch a bird who has all these beautiful colors and designs that there has not been something that influenced this? This is probably why I have never been a religious person. I definitely believe that everyone has a right to do whatever that makes them happy the short time that they're going to be here. I have spoken about this in so many different ways, even if the people who read my writing did not make the connection of where my logic was coming from. I have always had a great thirst for life.
The main target was always the brain. I believe that's the greatest gift that mankind has ever gotten. I understand that there are different levels of our abilities to use our brain power, but I believe that even the those who we think that's not as adapters as others. I believe that's not true.
I worked, retired, and graduated in the field of psychology. I don't think I learned as much from the so-called normal people as I learned from many of the people that I worked with. Even in the field of autism, I think I saw things with this group that we will never understand.
I am sure that most of the readers have this post will not be old enough to remember the case where the couple in California with a big family, both mother and father was professional. As I recall they were about to move to Oklahoma. But for some reason one of the children escaped the imprisonment from their parents the night before departure. When I think about this incident, it makes me remember something else. I remember how upset Americans were because when the children were divided some of them were force to go live in the neighborhoods of black people. Oh boy! was the people upset about the mistreatment of these children. They considered them mistreated because they had to live where black people are forced to live a lifetime. These are the kinds of things that when I think about I become so damn angery until I could chew on wood, Believe it or not people, I truly can write a book a day about my experience in life. And in time I plan for these books to be very professional. As long as I'm here I will be trying to educate myself enough to be able to comment on any subject with a clear understanding of what I'm trying to say. As I said yesterday, I'm the kind of person if you put me in jail. I will write on toilet paper. If you take the toilet paper I will use a wheelchair and go to the streets, other options include kill me, but as long as I breathe I want the option of dying with the freedom that was giving from within. I am so thankful that I was ignorant enough to think that everyone loved me when I was a child. I believe this helped me so much. I often say that my mind is opened up to all outside and if you can make the connection to my logic My point is that many things are possible.
I started writing many journals as a young person. I have loads of different things that I have written about. This is why I have no time to waste on liars. All this does is regressed my mind. Like everyone else, I too have had to use denial in order to survive. I've had the death of children and my whole family to the point where I stop going to funerals. The last funeral I went to was in the '60s when my younger brother was shot in the back by police. I seldom mention this but there has been five black men in my family who was murdered by white men and no one ever went before a judge. I have been forced on there. So many racists fences in my lifetime until I have learned how to get the gist of a situation and move on. I am sure that there are many of you who have the same abilities. If I am right about this then you understand what I'm saying.
The intention in saperating the lives of the eight police who were murdered by two dead black men, from the lives of the blacks who were murdered by the police, is the typical behavior of racist America. Before the news of the young black man who was murdered today in Chicago, I wrote yesterday about the cruelty of how the creaters of racism go out of their way to maintain this evil. I spoke of the level of evil that is involved when you see adults and parents of children who can divorce from empathy from children is an unbelieveable act of barbarian and savage personalities.
These are the people who have always had the need to project their brutal behavior toward the people who they have intentionally tried, or destroyed. These same monsters are ready to lie when interacting with minorities but have used their power to pad the lies to make a case within their favor. This is an over five-hundred year old trick. The killings that are published are the few that black happen to catch with new tecnology. There is never any concideration that what ever lie that the police tell it is accepted as truth. This i should be known as the white privilege trap,
This is an evil that had done damage to many people. There are some who I have known for over eighty+three years. However, I know black people pretty darn well. One thing that I have never seen is people who I grew up with who will not spend special time with children. I believe that they would help me build a tree to hang a black adult who supports the killing of any child. I can safety say the same about the Native Americans who I was raised around. They too were very kind people. What kind of maggot sperm that is evil enough to forget the damage that is done to a child that is abused? This remind me of what's going on in Texas now. They don't want certain books in school because it make white children uncomfortable. Can you imagine that anyone would make that kind of difference in children and the harm that they know is inflicting on the child that's being mistreated? Do you think that these...? I believe it is the same kind of bigots that created the false system of white supremacy and black inferior lies. I believe things are much worse at this time. I am now 90 years old from the time I started revising this post. There has been so many changes. I am still doing research and I found out so many things that I never knew before. I didn't realize how organized this system of hate really is in America. And what make my situation so good concerning this is that my family, friends and followers will always be there to make this message available to any parent.
Let me think about this, I am very much hoping that people will carry on the goodwill of mankind. But from my experience with things changing so fast I am not sure anymore. I talk about my friends. Most of my friends are ready dead. When I speak of my friends I'm talking about their children and their children's children. As far as I'm concerned they are all my children. I look at some of them sometime and they look damn near
as old as I am. It's hard to believe. The other day I was on the internet and I saw this woman with her back turn. She was dancing her behind off. She was a white woman and you know the stereo-typing that is used about white people and dancing. This may have been only in my days. That's not true today but when I was coming up the white people that were around us they and I both had the same problems. What we were doing had nothing to do with music. That's not true today. My first experience with this new generation of white people that I was watching a white man, dancin in Africa and damn! When I was young I noticed that the white women could dance much better than their men. I don't know why. See! I am being a typical American, indoctrinated down to my toes.
This is why I don't like writing on these mobile phones. You might repeat the same thing many times, you never know. But on the other hand I love them because of the fact that I can stay in bed and do my thing. You know! When I am getting something free I should keep my mouth shut. I wonder why I seem to be better at knowing a predictable word than the software that comes free on the internet. Sometime. I think it's deliberately trying to make as many mistakes as possible. I guess I've been in America too long as a black person. When every moment of real life is always surrounded by something that's common sense for letting you know it's not normal it whereIn my case I have started being suspicious of every damn thing. When you know the full situation you would understand. The races in this country did a good job of complexing simplicity. Racism goes in so many ways until you don't know whether you're coming or going.
We were talking the other day and a friend and I was asking about our experiences as individuals
with racism in America and the reality in most of it, I cannot verbalize. It is so subliminal. I think it's good that in many cases there is segregation because that's the only way that I have had to hang on to some kind of sanity. Thank goodness that I spent most of my life segregated. As I have said before I played with white children all my life but like I said I cannot put it into words. My husband was an airman, and we were stationed on plenty bases in this country, consequently, it caused us to be around military people. Most of them were white. And they were good friends. There are many times that I had to check them because they certainly feel like you're chatting that have some kind of parental entitlement over you. I mean this something that I can understand really. As I say all the time, I have never objected to how anyone feels as a racist. It's the practice that bothers me. Be you, but don't do me. As I have often said it is not the races I hate. I just hate his practice.
I can understand that people want to be around those who they're most familiar with. That's certainly the case for me. I love being around black people. Why would I get anger with anyone who wants to be around people who they are familiar with? Let's keep drinking and we both will know who we are. When are we going to stop lying to one another? When I think about it, that's a very foolish question. It is the lies that makes it all possible. As I have often said, it is not the races that I dislike. I despise the practice of racism. I certainly don't have time to be dealing with liars. They cannot be trusting anywhere. There is nothing that any of us can do with reality. Reality is that we were all originated in Africa. Africa does not need the world but the world needs Africa. Are we foolish enough to think that the young people from that continent will allow another chance for others to come in and steal their culture?
If you believe this, I think it is time for you to start knowing what's going on around the world. I believe people everywhere are tired of the foolishness of predator and prey. I believe people
also realize that records shows those who refers to themselves asCaucasians are the minorities. If you can believe anything you read that these liars write, there are only from 5 to 6% of Europeans in the world. Are we foolish enough to allow the 400-year-old one half of 1% horror to continue? Wake up people. Is it time for us to all sign up for solidarity with kindness to all human beings?
This has always been the core of my head and heart, and I don't plan to change. It is time for the presidents and all upcoming candidates for any office around the world to sign up for solidarity against white privilege entitlement. We must fight to save the universe. Why are we spending billions of dollars to kill people instead of trying to save the life of all living things. Why are black people the target of racist hate? Why are there black men serving time simply because of skin color? Why are we fighting as Americans to save the lives of people who have never spent one dime, I did one day of labor in this country? Why are Americans allowing a government agency to steal money that is owed to me simply because I am black? I must continue to join many more news outlets that's run by black people. It gets a message out of the abuse we have received for over 400 years.
How can the world ever have equality for mankind as long as white privilege is in place? Is it time for us to all come together with solidarity for a civil rights movement?
I am very happy today because of the combine knowledge I have of the world. For the first time, I can verbalize one of the main tool that is holding the world and the state of injustice in place for the sake of one unit. I am speaking of a system with a common cause and one purpose in mind. I am not speaking against the racists but against the practice of racism. We have been chasing ourselves through all the different hedges that are designed for us to lose our direction. I have had an experiences in America with personal trauma that has proved to be nothing less than racism. This cruelty is orchestrated under one name. White privileges entitlement that has many footprints. There is a paper trails written by my enemies to support how well organized the evil forces works together to maintain the mother evil. For over 500 years, the Europeans and Americans have used predator prey brutality across the entire planet.
I am proud to say that it was the Africans on the continent and in America who stopped this evil. Every place that a weapon could be found to use against humanity was employed. The victims included South America, Haiti, Cuba, and anywhere in the diaspora for Africans were found they were victimized. This is a reality that must be told. We were supposed to never know about the meeting that occurred 500 years ago where there were no Africans invited. I make no decision for any other culture but personally I believe in treating people the same way they treat me. When I decided that I was going to be a writer, my target has always been for the majority. It turns out that the majority of the people are African descendants. Consequently, I have never targeted Americans listeners.
because of my latest discoveries from dealing with different entities of fraud in the United States I have decided to place a gist of my will on the internet. it is time for me to go fishing and free myself from the web of white privilege lies. It is such a waste of my time to continue dealing with people who survive on a pacifier with the need for fantasy. I have been buried under papers for over 33 years trying to get money that is owed to me because of a special kind of investment I made with HUD. This was a very traumatic time in my life. I am amazed at how I was able to use denial in order to maintain sanity. I have worked and talked about how I grew up as a child. I will always know that this experience has helped me through all my life struggles. I have written before about how I felt that everyone loved me. I am very grateful for that experience, whether it was true does not matter.
The system of racism in America is so arrogant and ignorant that I think that we have finally trapped ourselves. The dependence on lies for over 500 years has forced africans to come out and do what they do best. We were never supposed to know that it was an African who created the internet highway. From my experience with HUD, I can walk you totally through the trail on the connection with designer racism in America. There was never any intentions of freedom from enslavement of Africans by the Europeans and Americans. An example of white privileges entitlement is the case of Bill and Hillary Clinton. The brother of Hillary Clinton is also involved.
Reality is, that this evil has caused the loss of so many lives. Every place that the races visited and they could pick up knowledge of a weapon to use against others was put into practice. From the gun and gunpowder from China, to the cure for diseases from South America. At this very moment the Clinton family are in Haiti stealing gold. Now they have become very wealthy because of these thefts. The Clintons have been an instrument in racism from the time they enter the stage. Has anyone noticed what's going on in the Middle East now? I believe had Hillary Clinton became president that there would be military basis station all over Africa. Remember how how closely George Bush senior wants to Bill Clinton? Remember when Bush's senior talked about the new world order?
Has anyone forgotten what Bill Clinton did in Rwanda? Remember how he sent a plane into Africa to pick up all white privileges, entitlement people and return them to America while ignoring the fact that Africa was ready to commit genocide I guess the people? Are we aware of what's going on in the Middle East behind the actions of Hillary Clinton?
Are the Democrats getting ready to make the same mistake they made before in assuming that they had the right to select the candidate for the presidential election? This is the map that points to one direction towards white privilege. This cruelty was design to have many faces. Does this cause the victims to resort to racist entitlements? I now believe the game is over and that this is how self-destruction will happen in America and Europe. Thank goodness! No one has a need to do anything against the racists.
This has called me to reflect on so many things. Through my childhood I can see how much of my parents African roots came with them from Africa. When I have traveled to Africa, I came to recognize some of my father's personalities. One was hospitality. Both of my parents always believed in feeding people. I am very much the same. Unfortunately for me, I have gotten so old until I don't have the energy to entertain like I once did so I just resort to my first love, writing.
There is so much that I would love to write about. It would be easy for me to write a book a day. That's why I'm going to become professional. Let me correct that, I will become professional under normal circumstances.This include things such as good health or unexpected incidents. I have always done a lot of writing. I can't wait to start digging out some of the things I wrote when I was a young person. I was as flighty as hell. But my mind was very sharp. I have always been interested in the brain. In many of my postings I have talked about investing in Africa with a brain bank. I knew about P2P technology. Reality is that crypto-currency, such as Bitcoin was placed on stage through this knowledge. The thing I love most about writing is that you don't have to listen to. Someone explains something to you that's not going to make any sense in most cases. Your pin has the last word. Think about how much time you save. By no means, am I saying that my logic is better than others? It's just that the choice of my logic is what I enjoy.
Now we are coming into the area of the paper trail that lead the world to the technology that was involved in a America to master and design racism. There is nothing in this country that is feared more by the racists than truth. Truth would remove the system of xenophobes from the eyes of the of the world. They always wanted their victims to believe that they were the last word as far as control. I was so happy when I learned that the international l court rulings were always binding. I was never supposed to know about the word reciprocity, court rulings, and the need for protection with American Allies. We were taught that America has the last word in everything. They're teaching of ignorance. Was the smallest board for the racist.
From the time that the Africans landed on the shores of America before Columbus, African roots and technology were in place to create the continent of America. Guess who can tell that story better than I can? The racists themselves. It is seldom if the white police in America will turn down an opportunity for greed and predatory behavior. All one has to do is follow the paper trail of their behavior that is written by them and you will know how the script was flipped.
Because of this reality, and my experience with racism, in the past 33 years, I have walked every track that has been taken to expose the evil of the white privileges design. There was never any intentions of the people who came to the shores on the European ships of ever being free. Many times the Africans that were already in this country was forced to become slaves also. The West like to pretend that all the people that came here was sold by Africans. Doesn't this sound familiar with the some kinds of games that the races have always used? This is why I have no time for liars. I am too old and life is too short.
I have so many drafts from old times that I need to revise. These are all continuations from books that I wrote 33 years ago. My plans are to donate all of my writings to charity. I will continue to join all the black news outlets that are available for me. I will continue to become a professional writer.I have had to put many of my plans on hold because of the denial from funds that belong to me that HUD is refusing to disburse to my account. My goal has always been to stay as far as possible away from the 2024 elections. Many of my postings for the last 34 years are consistent of these feelings.
My question is, who has been getting paid for all of my books, bloggings, and postings. Believe me, I have not gotten one red dime. However. this did not stop HUD from taking out insurance on my home, and then making themselves the beneficial of the insurance. Remember I bought and paid cash for my home. HUD knew that the white privileges system would protect them for anything they did against me.
HUD insist on making me a borrower of my home when I am a buyer. In a contract with over 107 pages, there are only three signatures, those signatures belong to me and the two sellers. Why was I removed from the first contract that I sign? Why did the legal aid in Georgia decide to sign me up as a debtor to Georgia? Because they are so many questions to ask, and because I am forced to be redundant, I am still trying to stay away from politics until after The next elections. However, I am being forced to ask for funds from my investment in 1993. Why was I remove?
The final insult from the Justice department came the other day when I called to add information to a previous concern and the lady hung up on me. I well understand the mentality that's behind me getting all the money that's owed to me owed. The American government owed me millions of dollars and this is all a matter of records that can be proved. The evidence is written by the employees within this country. As I said before, contrast this with a fact that the late Russ Lindbergh was earning over 70 billion dollars a year at the time of his death. Contrast it with the feelings and behavior that I am experiencing.
What is the psychology behind this. It reminds me of the attitudes from American years ago concerning the black ball players. In spite of the fact that America is wealthy based on the contributions from African Americans. I have lost all trust because of my experiences with racism in this country. I am denied all human rights as far as American citizens are concerned. Why are we going around the world concerning ourselves with problems in other countries while these kinds of things are happening to people right here in this country? I believe that I am helping to pay for wars that I do not believe in.
I had to stop doing what I love most because of the fact that I have been having problems in getting funds that HUD owes me. I have never stopped posting on Facebook. As a matter of fact I have four websites on Facebook lite. I don't know how to get to them. In spite of how dumb I am about technology, I learned something every day. There are many things that I do not understand about posting on the internet.
I believe what's happening now is because I blog on Facebook Lite where there are posts somehow things are conflicting with each other. I do not understand what has caused the posting to start in the middle of the page. If HUD would pay me the money that they owe I would hire a secretary. My posting lately is appearing as if I am using two different web addresses. Guess what? I just got an idea. I will place my address on the blog for everyone to see. I believe I have erased a lot of postings that I have done in the past. I sure did'n want that to happen. I did'n't get to post yesterday as I usually do because of these kinds of complications. HELP!
This is probably why young people are smart enough not to vote for someone my age or older.
If you notice, we're greedy. Our minds do not work right. When you're 90 years old, your best to go shopping funeral home for your remains upon death. I don't want to be buried, I want to be placed in a jar on a shelf. Unfortunately, I found out the other day from a white woman who said that in America, often bodies are dismembered, and thrown in the pool of s***. Her husband was a white man who also had served in the military in this country, she was crying because she said that they did not allow her to bury him properly. Now if they did this to someone with white privilege and entitlement I am not dumb enough to think that whatever worse than that can happen it would be for me. Perhaps this is why I don't fear death. There are some horrible crap that can happen to you in America. Often common old people become forgetful.
I am not saying that this is true with everyone but in my case it's not that it doesn't come back, but often it is not there when I need it. I could just picture me on the stage trying to debate with someone. Perhaps, tomorrow I will I have a good answer for whatever was said to me but it's not there when I need it. This is why I like being around people. You learn so much. I have always heard everyone say it is our short turn memory that goes away when you need it. This is true in my case. I can't wait until the presidential election start for 2024. I just hope I live long enough to see it. It should be fun. I certainly am not saying that these people might be as effected as I am. But I do know I start having difficulties in my sixth not '80s. An example of this Is that I used to have a class that I go to and all the students were a lot younger than I was. It was not that I could not keep up with them as far as learning goes but I was so slow with getting the same message that they were at a faster pace.
The truth of the matter is in many ways. I didn't understand that you are truly much more wiser I believe because of your past experiences. Everything slows down though. Even my driving. The last time I went out alone we should have been quite a while ago. Everyone behind me was blowing. I knew then it was time for me to out of the driving so much. Believe me, that's just what I have been forced to do. One reason I think this is true is because I am more aware of how fragile life is.
One thing good about being young, as they say you don't believe s*** stink. When you get my age you do know. One of my sons and I were talking the other day about life and it' how interesting it is. I have always noticed how everyone in my family is involved in politics. I don't like to be around people who don't have an interested in what's going on in the world, and I'm sure they don't want to be around me. I have always been interested in many subjects.
I have never been a group thinker. As Kenny Rogers used to say, I have always known when to hold and fold them. As I often say, I listen to people and decide whether their logic is better than mine. And most of the time I find that I learn a lot from others. I wouldn't start trying to tell you how much I learned from other people. I think that's why I'm so hyper. I'm thinking pretty fast at picking up the gist of a situation and moving on to the next problem. I have always wanted to get the most I I could from a lie because I know that I was not going to be here long. My goal is to live to get 108.
I now know that that is not realistic. But boy I'm still trying to work on it. The greatest dream that I have is that someday the world will be a better place. After we save this planet I believe It's time for us to work on the universe. It's so much for us to think about. Am I to believe that all these billionds and trillions of planets out there that there's no life on them? Am I to believe that when you watch a bird who has all these beautiful colors and designs that there has not been something that influenced this? This is probably why I have never been a religious person. I definitely believe that everyone has a right to do whatever that makes them happy the short time that they're going to be here. I have spoken about this in so many different ways, even if the people who read my writing did not make the connection of where my logic was coming from. I have always had a great thirst for life. The main target was always the brain. I believe that's the greatest gift that mankind has ever gotten. I understand that there are different levels of our abilities to use our brain power, but I believe that even the those who we think that's not as adapters as others. I believe that's not true.
I worked, retired, and graduated in the field of psychology. I don't think I learned as much from the so-called normal people as I learned from many of the people that I worked with. Even in the field of autism, I think I saw things with this group that we will never understand.
I am sure that most of the readers have this post will not be old enough to remember the case where the couple in California with a big family, both mother and father was professional. As I recall they were about to move to Oklahoma. But for some reason one of the children escaped the imprisonment from their parents the night before departure. When I think about this incident, it makes me remember something else. I remember how upset Americans were because when the children were divided some of them were force to go live in the neighborhoods of black people. Oh boy! was the people upset about themistreatment of these children. They considered them mistreated because they had to live where black people are forced to live a lifetime.
These are the kinds of things that when I think about I become so damn angery until I could chew on wood, Believe it or not people, I truly can write a book a day about my experience in life. And in time I plan for these books to be very professional. As long as I'm here I will be trying to educate myself enough to be able to comment on any subject with a clear understanding of what I'm trying to say. As I said yesterday, I'm the kind of person if you put me in jail. I will write on toilet paper. If you take the toilet paper I will use a wheelchair and go to the streets, other options include kill me, but as long as I breathe I want the option of dying with the freedom that was giving from within àt my birth. I am so thankful that I was ignorant enough to think that everyone loved me when I was a child. I believe this helped me so much. I often say that my mind is opened up to all outside and if you can make the connection to my logic My point is that many things are possible.
I started writing many journals as a young person. I have loads of different things that I have written about. This is why I have no time to waste on liars. All this does is regressed my mind. Like everyone else, I too have had to use denial in order to survive. I've had the death of children and my whole family to the point where I stop going to funerals. The last funeral I went to was in the '60s when my younger brother was shot in the back by police. I seldom mention this but there has been five black men in my family who was murdered by white men and no one ever went before a judge. I have been forced on there. So many racists fences in my lifetime until I have learned how to get the gist of a situation and move on. I am sure that there are many of you who have the same abilities. If I am right about this then you understand what I'm saying.
The intention in saperating the lives of the eight police who were murdered by two dead black men, from the lives of the blacks who were murdered by the police, is the typical behavior of racist America. Before the news of the young black man who was murdered today in Chicago, I wrote yesterday about the cruelty of how the creaters of racism go out of their way to maintain this evil. I spoke of the level of evil that is involved when you see adults and parents of children who can divorce from empathy from children is an unbelieveable act of barbarian and savage personalities.
These are the people who have always had the need to project their brutal behavior toward the people who they have intentionally tried, or destroyed. These same monsters are ready to lie when interacting with minorities but have used their power to pad the lies to make a case within their favor. This is an over five-hundred year old trick. The killings that are published are the few that black happen to catch with new tecnology. There is never any concideration that what ever lie that the police tell it is accepted as truth. This i should be known as the white privilege trap,
This is an evil that had done damage to many people. There are some who I have known for over eight-three years. However, I know black people pretty darn well. One thing that I have never seen is people who I grew up with who will not spend special time with children. I believe that they would help me build a tree to hang a black adult who supports the killing of any child. I can safety say the same about the Native Americans who I was raised around. They too were very kind people. What kind of maggot sperm that is evil enough to forget the damage that is done to a child that is abused? This remind me of what's going on in Texas now. They don't want certain books in school because it make white children uncomfortable. Can you imagine that anyone would make that kind of difference in children and the harm that they know is inflicting on the child that's being mistreated? Do you think that these...? I believe it is the same kind of bigots that created the false system of white supremacy and black inferior lies. I believe things are much worse at this time. I am now 90 years old from the time I started revising this post. There has been so many changes. I am still doing research and I found out so many things that I never knew before. I didn't realize how organized this system of hate really is in America. And what make my situation so good concerning this is that my family, friends and followers will always be there to make this message available to any parent.
Let me think about this, I am very much hoping that people will carry on the goodwill of mankind. But from my experience with things changing so fast I am not sure anymore.
I talk about my friends. Most of my friends are ready dead. When I speak of my friends I'm talking about their children and their children's children. As far as I'm concerned they are all my children. I look at some of them sometime and they look damn near
as old as I am. It's hard to believe. The other day I was on the internet and I saw this woman with her back turn. She was dancing her behind off. She was a white woman and you know the stereo-typing that is used about white people and dancing. This may have been only in my days. That's not true today but when I was coming up the white people that were around us they and I both had the same problems. What we were doing had nothing to do with music. That's not true today. My first experience with this new generation of white people that I was watching a white man, dancin in Africa and damn! When I was young I noticed that the white women could dance much better than their men. I don't know why. See! I am being a typical American, indoctrinated down to my toes.
This is why I don't like writing on these mobile phones. You might repeat the same thing many times, you never know. But on the other hand I love them because of the fact that I can stay in bed and do my thing. You know! When I am getting something free I should keep my mouth shut. I wonder why I seem to be better at knowing a predictable word than the software that comes free on the internet. Sometime. I think it's deliberately trying to make as many mistakes as possible. I guess I've been in America too long as a black person. When every moment of real life is always surrounded by something that's common sense for letting you know it's not normal it whereIn my case I have started being suspicious of every damn thing. When you know the full situation you would understand. The races in this country did a good job of complexing simplicity. Racism goes in so many ways until you don't know whether you're coming or going.
We were talking the other day and a friend and I was asking about our experiences as individuals
with racism in America and the reality is most of it, I cannot verbalize. It is so subliminal. I think it's good that in many cases there is segregation because that's the only way that I have had to hang on to some kind of sanity. Thank goodness that I spent most of my life segregated. As I have said before I played with white children all my life but
like I said I cannot put it into words. My husband was an airman, and we were stationed on plenty bases in this country, consequently, it caused us to be around military people. Most of them were white. And they were good friends. There are many times that I had to check them because they certainly feel like you're chatting that have some kind of parental entitlement over you. I mean this something that I can understand really. As I say all the time, I have never objected to how anyone feels as a racist. It's the practice that bothers me. Be you, but don't do me. As I have often said it is not the races I hate. I just hate his practice.
I can understand that people want to be around those who they're most familiar with. That's certainly the case for me. I love being around black people. Why would I get anger with anyone who wants to be around people who they are familiar with? Let's keep drinking and we both will know who we are. When are we going to stop lying to one another? When I think about it, that's a very foolish question. It is the lies that makes it all possible. As I have often said, it is not the races that I dislike. I despise the practice of racism. I certainly don't have time to be dealing with liars. They cannot be trusting anywhere. There is nothing that any of us can do with reality. Reality is that we were all originated in Africa. Africa does not need the world but the world needs Africa. Are we foolish enough to think that the young people from that continent will allow another chance for others to come in and steal their culture? All one has to do is wash some of the old American television shows and you can see how much awareness they have of white privilege. You can also see how they understand very well who the real killers in this country really are.
I have never tried to pretend that I have any power to tell the people on the continent of Africa about decisions that's made by them. But my hopes are that they will use any funds that's left by me to continue the technology pubs to build brain banks for African children. I have always talked about investing in a brain bank. I have always had enough faith in the youngsters in Africa to know that if you tell them what problem does need to be solved, that's the solution is close. Guess who understood that very well? The Europeans in America and spent a lot of time studying different things that they go into other culture and claim that the theft was invented by someone with white skin. This is why the racists have so much fear of the black man. They know that the only threat to them is truth. Consequently, as I often have said, they're always running from black people who are not chasing them. Remember how angry they were when Reverend Wright
Says that the chickens are coming home to roost? These people like peace with their evil practice. I believe that they now believed in smart skin. Have arrogance and ignorance cause them to think that they are the untouchables?
If you believe this, I think it is time for you to start knowing what's going on around the world. I believe people everywhere are tired of the foolishness of predator and prey. I believe people
also realize that the show called Caucasians are the minorities. If you can believe anything you read at these liars write, There are only from 5 to 6% of Europeans in the world. Are we foolish enough to allow the 400-year-old one half of 1% horror to continue? Wake up people. Is it time for us to all sign up for solidarity with kindness to all human beings?
This has always been the core of my head and heart, and I don't plan to change. It is time for the presidents and all upcoming candidates for any office around the world to sign up for solidarity against white privilege entitlement. We must fight to say the universe. Why are we spending billions of dollars to kill people instead of trying to save the life of all living things? Why are black people the target of racist hate? Why are there black men serving time simply because of skin color? Why are we fighting as Americans to save the lives of people who have never spent one dime, in this country, or did one day of labor. Why are Americans allowing a government agency to steal money that is owed to me simply because I am black? I must continue to join many more news outlets that's run by black people. It gets a message out about the abuse we have received for over 400 years.
I agree with the man who wrote that the pen is mightier than the sword. I think that the internet is going to be the the worst enemy that America and the Europeans have ever had. For the first time, the world of people can respond to the lies that has always been on the races control. The West had forgotten the power of a civil rights movement. Although, it was the white women in America who receive the benefits from many people walking to work, earning only $2 a week for a cause that they believed in. Unfortunately, many black men lost jobs so white women could have an income. This broke up many black families. Is it time for another civil Rights movement? Will the upcoming candidates for the 2024 election join a civil rights movement against white privileges? If not, why not? How can we ever have equality as long as white privileges is in place? We need solidarity against this cruelty.
I can understand that people want to be around those who they're most familiar with. That's certainly is the case for me. I love being around black people. Why would I get anger with anyone who wants to be around people who they are familiar with? Let's keep drinking and we both will know who we are. When are we going to stop lying to one another? When I think about it, that's a very foolish question. It is the lies that makes it all possible. As I have often said, it is not the races that I dislike. I despise the practice of racism. I certainly don't have time to be dealing with liars. They cannot be trusted anywhere. There is nothing that any of us can do with reality. Reality is that we all originated from Africa. Africa does not need the world but the world needs Africa. Are we foolish enough to think that the young people from that continent will allow another chance for others to come in and steal their culture? All one has to do is wash some of the old American television shows and you can see how much awareness they have of white privilege. You can also see how they understand very well who the real killers in this country really are.
I have never tried to pretend that I have any power to tell the people on the continent of Africa about decisions that's made by them. But my hopes are that they will use any funds that's left by me to continue the technology pubs to build brain banks for African children. I have always talked about investing in a brain bank. I have always had enough faith in the youngsters in Africa to know that if you tell them what problem does need to be solved, that's the solution is close. Guess who understood that very well? The Europeans in America and spent a lot of time studying different things that they go into other culture and claim that the theft was invented by someone with white skin. This is why the racists have so much fear of the black man. They know that the only threat to them is truth. Consequently, as I often have said, they're always running from black people who are not chasing them. Remember how angry they were when Reverend Wright
Says that the chickens are coming home to roost? These people like peace with their evil practice. I believe that they now believed in smart skin. Have arrogance and ignorance cause them to think that they are the untouchables?
If you believe this, I think it is time for you to start knowing what's going on around the world. I believe people everywhere are tired of the foolishness of predator and prey. I believe people
also realize that the show called Caucasians are the minorities. If you can believe anything you read at these liars write, There are only from 5 to 6% of Europeans in the world. Are we foolish enough to allow the 400-year-old one half of 1% horror to continue? Wake up people. Is it time for us to all sign up for solidarity with kindness to all human beings?
This has always been the core of my head and heart, and I don't plan to change. It is time for the presidents and all upcoming candidates for any office around the world to sign up for solidarity against white privilege entitlement. We must fight to say the universe. Why are we spending billions of dollars to kill people instead of trying to save the life of all living things? Why are black people the target of racist hate? Why are there black men serving time simply because of skin color? Why are we fighting as Americans to save the lives of people who have never spent one dime, in this country, or did one day of labor. Why are Americans allowing a government agency to steal money that is owed to me simply because I am black? I must continue to join many more news outlets that's run by black people. It gets a message out about the abuse we have received for over 400 years.
I agree with the man who wrote that the pen is mightier than the sword. I think that the internet is going to be the the worst enemy that America and the Europeans have ever had. For the first time, the world of people can respond to the lies that has always been on the races control. The West had forgotten the power of a civil rights movement. Although, it was the white women in America who receive the benefits from many people walking to work, earning only $2 a week for a cause that they believed in. Unfortunately, many black men lost jobs so white women could have an income. This broke up many black families. Is it time for another civil Rights movement? Will the upcoming candidates for the 2024 election join a civil rights movement against white privileges? If not, why not? How can we ever have equality as long as white privileges is in place? We need solidarity against this cruelty.
I just found out something this morning that certainly will create a problem for the Europeans
Worldwide. The Africans and Arabs are becoming allies with each other. If you think that is bad for America. Capitalism is backfiring also. Remember the two-day meeting where everyone was invited except Africans? Does
These are the people who have always had the need to project their brutal behavior toward the people who they have intentionally tried, or destroyed. These same monsters are ready to lie when interacting with minorities but have used their power to pad the lies to make a case within their favor. This is an over five-hundred year old trick. The killings that are published are the few that black happen to catch with new tecnology. There is never any concideration that what ever lie that the police tell it is accepted as truth. This i should be known as the white privilege trap,
How can the world ever have equality for mankind as long as white privilege is in place? Is it time for us to all come together for solidarity with a civil rights movement for the safety of mankind?
There should never be another system of white privilege. The world crisis that we all are facing. today is the results of the last 400 years of white privileges.
Should this movement include everyone? Perhaps I'm wrong but I think most of us know kindness from evil. The only thing I know is to live one day at a time. My experiences in life has taught me how fragile our existence are. Perhaps this is why I once said that I was not afraid to die. I think that this statement is still true except at this time I'm not ready to die. There are many things that I want to see happen. I want to see the world of people, who are ready to look in the mirror. I believe that we need less xenophobes, pettiness, mercenaries, and more empathy toward others. This is all impossible until we read the world from allowing the wealthy to come before the poor and the needy. I believe that every time we leave the door open with special privilege for certain people, it is a crack for racism. Do we need group thinkers? Perhaps this is something that we should talk about. One thing that I have always heard that I agree with. I think the stress is the greatest killer of mankind. This is why I am so much against the design of racism. It is evil.
The other day my pressure went up and I freaked out. So I can stop telling that lie that I am ready to die. The reason I ever felt that way is because of an operation I once had that was peaceful. After everything was over the doctor came to me and said you have cancer. My response to him was I don't know why I'm not afraid. At the time I was not. Another thing I have thought about was the doctor himself. He was the best doctor I have ever had. I will not mention his name. I would love to but I do not have his permission. He worked in DeKalb county, Georgia. This is racist zip code language so we all know what I'm saying. Why do we need to play these kind of dumb games? As a matter of fact, since I don't think of myself being a group thinker, I'm not going to play the game. He was black.
I am very happy today because of the combine knowledge I have of the world. For the first time, I can verbalize one of the main tool that is holding the world and the state of injustice in place for the sake of one unit. I am speaking of a system with a common cause and one purpose in mind. I am not speaking against the racists but against the practice of racism. We have been chasing ourselves through all the different hedges that are designed for us to lose our direction. I have had an experiences in America with personal trauma that has proved to be nothing less than racism. Unfortunately, this racism is at the level of the American government. I have a paper trail that proves it.
This cruelty is orchestrated under many names. White privileges entitlements have many footprints. White privilege is my enemy. This is the evil that prevented me from being properly educated as a young child. I believe that the world need all the brain power that we can get. Who knows? If I had been allowed to bring my thinking to the world stage, maybe I could have contributed to the mysteries of life and death.
For the last 400 years, we were all taught that the only brain power that the world had to offer came from those with white skin. I think that this has backfired on this group of people. I can only speak for myself, but once I find that you have a reason to lie, I total up on you. I then believe nothing you say. I have no time for liars. The white privileges was then exposed to me.
I knew that this group were not the majority of people worldwide. I read somewhere that there are only from 5 to 6% of Caucasians throughout the world. There is one method that I use when judging others, I always notice those who are mercenaries. Fortunately for me, I have no need to be around people a long time in order to get a great understanding of their personalities. Of course, I recognize the fact that I could be wrong. Perhaps this is why I have always said I do not speak absolutely. And my mind is as open as old outside. Reality is because life is so fragile at this moment, most of us are sitting next to some instrument of death. Guess what? Happens and kindness is not always at our fingertips. Love and happiness is very fleeing.
Think about this, to describe how fragile life is, after the time of your birth, the place where you are born could be on fire. This was also a part of my logic when I used to say that I didn't want to come back. The sleep that I had during my operation when I had cancer was so peaceful. Could This mean that I feared coming back and facing my enemies? In my case, reality is that there is a paper trails written by my enemies to support how well organized the evil forces can be and how they can works together to maintain the mothers of evil.
Is that often say, I do a lot of research, what I lately found out was that America is in much more trouble than they want to admit. The level of racism in this country causes the people to not include black people in the conversation with the world problems. This nonsense has nothing to do with reality. Reality is, Africa is the most wealthiest continent in the world. Every needs that man will ever have will come from Africa. It is necessary for me to remind my readers several times that the world needs Africa, Africa does not need the world. Once a roll of people can face this reality, perhaps we then can start talking about the relationships with Arabs and Africans today. It appears that no one of yesterday had no desire to deal with Africa with respect. From the latest information that I have, when each of these different cultures declined their business with Africa Arabs are ready to pick up the slack. What about the Europeans in Americans?
Here is an example of this, for over 500 years, the Europeans and Americans have used. a system of predator, and prey brutalities across the entire planet. I am proud to say that I believe that it will be the Africans on the continent and in America who will stop this evil. Every place that a weapon could be found to use against humanity cruelty is employed. The victims included South America, Haiti, Cuba, and anywhere in the diaspora where Africans are found, they are victimized. This is a reality that must be told. We were never supposed to know about the meeting that occurred 500 years ago where there were no Africans invited. I make no decision for any other culture but personally I believe in treating people the same way they treat me, therefore, this applies to the white privilege system. The white privileges make it impossible for equality among mankind as long as this evil is in place. Again ask, victimized it time for the world of people to sign up for solidarity against this evil?
When I decided that I was going to be a writer, my target has always been for the majority on the continent of Africa. It turns out that the majority of people are African descendants. Consequently, I have never targeted Americans readers. My plans are whatever else I happen to have at the time of my death, I want to donate people who are helpless. There will be stipulations that I am now working on. Thanks to my followers who are willing to take time to help me. According to the American government, it admits to owing me millions of dollars. There are many paper trails written by thel employees that support what I am writing. I have decided to continue placing this information on the internet
Because of my latest discoveries from dealing with different entities of fraud within the United States, I have decided to place a gist of my will on the internet. it is time for me to go fishing and free myself from the web of white privilege lies. It is such a waste of my time to continue dealing with people who survive on a pacifier with the need for fantasy. I have been buried under papers for over 33 years trying to get money that is owed to me because of a special kind of investment I made with HUD. This is a very traumatic time in my life. I am amazed at how I am able to use denial in order to maintain sanity. I have worked and talked about how I grew up as a child. I will always know that this experience has helped me through all my life struggles. I have written before about how I felt that everyone loved me. I am very grateful for that experience, whether it was true does not matter.
The system of racism in America is so arrogant and ignorant that I think that we have finally trapped ourselves. The dependence on lies for over 500 years has forced africans to come out and do what they do best. We were never supposed to know that it was an African, Phillip EmeghalIi who connected the internet highway. Unlike what we were taught, we supposed to believe their black people are the airheads of the world. black people are the inventors of most modern technology. From my experience with HUD, I can walk you totally through the trail on the connection with designer racism in America. There was never any intentions of freedom from enslavement of Africans by the Europeans in Americans.
Reality is, that this evil has caused the loss of so many lives. Every place that the races visited and they could pick up knowledge of a weapon to use against others was put into practice. From the gun and gunpowder from China, to the cure for diseases from South America. A good example of lies from the races is the look at the Olmec. At a glance you know that these are Africans. However, American called them baby face Indians. Another example is at this very moment the Clinton family trio are in Haiti stealing gold and they have become very wealthy because of these thefThe Clintons have been an instrument in racism from the time they enter the stage. Their activities go all the way into Middle East and Africa. Remember when Bush's senior talked about the new world order? This the map that report to one direction and that again is white privilege. This cruelty was design to have many faces. This cause the victims to run in many different directions. I now believe the game is over and that this is how self-destruction will happen in America and Europe. Thank goodness! No one has a need to do anything against the
racists.
This has called me to reflect on so many things. Through my childhood I can see how much of my parents African roots came with them from Africa. When I have traveled to Africa, I came to recognize some of my father's personalities. One was hospitality. Both of my parents always believed in feeding people. I am very much the same. Unfortunately for me, I have gotten so old until I don't have the energy to
entertain like I once did. When I was young I was very busy. There is so much that I would love to write about. It would be easy for me to write a book a day. My goal is to become professional. Let me correct that, I will become professional under normal circumstances.This include things such as good health or unexpected incidents. I have always done a lot of writing. I can't wait to start digging out some of the things I wrote when I was a young person. I was as flighty as hell. But my mind was very sharp. I have always been interested in the brain. In many of my postings I have talked about investing in Africa with a brain bank. I knew about P2P technology. Reality is that crypto-currency, such as Bitcoin was placed on stage through this knowledge. This all started from the system of emittance. There were many Africans from the continent living in this country who sent money home. This all started before the internet was on the stage. It was no accident that the Americans let us all to think that everything concerning technology came from the white privilege. There are plenty of welfare available to this entitlement system. Whenever you think about this, consider how many black people who were working and paying for their personal abuse. I am a victim of that evil. When I thought about this one day I decided I was going to put every piece of paper I have had through the fraudulent racist system in America. I have wasted so much time trying to get what rightfully belongs to me. Not only was I denied my civil rights, I experienced living in different places in this country. I know that I am not the only black person who's victimized by this evil. If America paid me all the money they owe me, they would have a financial crisis. The guilt of this evil cause of the psychological problem with these xenophobes that cannot be denied.One thing with the races, they are so determined to do everything possibly that they can to find a way to prevent black people from all gains. There are many things about racism that makes me angry. But one of them most antagonistic things that I experiences is how they have mistreated the black youth on the continent of Africa and African Americans. There has been millions of black youth throughout the history of America, died in jail for only being black Perhaps I should correct that. I believe that blacks in the diaspora around the world or victimized by racism also. Perhaps I should qualify my experiences with psychology before someone try to shut me down with The statement I made concerning the damage that made about psychology does to Americans. I went to school, graduated, directive group home, and retired in the field of psychology. I was also licined by the state of California in the same field. I replaced all this information on the internet for the world to see the conflict with democracy and their presentation on the royal stage.
One thing I want the world to see is how obsessed that the races in Americans are. Here is an example of my point. The late Russ Limbaugh was earning 75 million a year at the time of his death. For 33 years, America has been refusing me funds from an investment I have through HUD at the rate of 12 % with compound interest. There was an attempt on the part of this establishment to make me believe that I owed money to the state of Georgia.
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Now we are coming into the area of the paper trail that lead the world to the technology that was involved in a America to master and design racism. There is nothing in this country that is feared more by the racists than truth. Truth would remove the system of xenophobes from the eyes of the of the world.
From the time that the Africans landed on the shores of America before Columbus, African roots and technology were in place to create the continent of America. Guess who can tell that story better than I can? The racists themselves. It is seldom if the white police peple in America will turn down an opportunity for greed and predatory behavior. All one has to do is follow the paper trail of their behavior that is written by them and you will know how the script was flipped.
Because of this reality, and my experience with racism, in the past 33 years, I have heard every track that has been taken to expose the evil of the white privileges design. There was never any intentions of the people who came to the shores on the European ships of ever being free. Many times the Africans that were already in this country was forced to become slaves also. The West like to pretend that all the people that came here was sold by Africans. Doesn't this sound familiar with some kinds of games that the races have always used? This is why I have no time for liars. I am too old and life is too short.
I have so many drafts from old times that I need to revise. These are all continuations from books that I wrote 33 years ago. My plans are to donate all of my writings to charity. I will continue to join all the black news outlets that are available for me. I will continue to become a professional writer.
I have had to put many of my plans on hold because of the denial from funds that belong to me that HUD is refusing to disburse to my account. My goal has always been to stay as far as possible away from the 2024 elections. Many of my postings for the last 34 years are consistent of these feelings. HUD insist on making me a borrower when I am a buyer of my home. In a contract with over 107 pages, there are only three signatures, those signatures belong to me and the two sellers. Why was I removed from the first contract that I sign? Why did the legal aid in Georgia decide to sign me up as a debtor to Georgia? Because they are so many questions to ask, and because I am forced to be redundant, I am still trying to stay away from politics until after The next elections. However, I am being forced to ask for funds from my investment in
1993. Why was I remove? The final insult from the Justice department came the other day when I called to add information to a previous concern and the lady hung up on me. I need my money. I have lost all trust because of my experiences with racism in this country. I am denied all human rights as far as American citizens are concerned. Why are we going around the world concerning ourselves with problems in other countries while these kinds of things are happening to people right here in this country? I believe that I am helping to pay for wars that I do not believe in.
I had to stop doing what I love most because of the fact that I have been having problems in getting funds that HUD owes me. I have never stopped posting on Facebook. As a matter of fact I have four websites on Facebook lite. I don't know how to get to them. In spite of how dumb I am about technology, I learned something every day. There are many things that I do not understand about posting on the internet.
I believe what's happening now is because I blog on Facebook Lite where there are posts somehow things are conflicting with each other. I do not understand what has caused the posting to start in the middle of the page. If HUD would pay me the money that they owe I would hire a secretary. My posting lately is appearing as if I am using two different web addresses. Guess what? I just got an idea. I will place my address on the blog for everyone to see. I believe I have erased a lot of postings that I have done in the past. I sure did'n want that to happen. I did'n't get to post yesterday as I usually do because of these kinds of complications. HELP!
This is probably why young people are smart enough not to vote for someone my age or older.
If you notice, we're greedy. Our minds do not work right. When you're 90 years old, your best to go shopping funeral home for your remains upon death. I don't want to be buried, I want to be placed in a jar on a shelf. Unfortunately, I found out the other day from a white woman who said that in America, often bodies are dismembered, and thrown in the pool of s***. Her husband was a white man who also had served in the military in this country, she was crying because she said that they did not allow her to bury him properly. Now if they did this to someone with white privilege and entitlement I am not dumb enough to think that whatever worse than that can happen it would be for me. Perhaps this is why I don't fear death. There are some horrible crap that can happen to you in America. Often common old people become forgetful.
I am not saying that this is true with everyone but in my case it's not that it doesn't come back, but often it is not there when I need it. I could just picture me on the stage trying to debate with someone. Perhaps, tomorrow I will I have a good answer for whatever was said to me but it's not there when I need it. This is why I like being around people. You learn so much. I have always heard everyone say it is our short turn memory that goes away when you need it. This is true in my case. I can't wait until the presidential election start for 2024. I just hope I live long enough to see it. It should be fun. I certainly am not saying that these people might be as effected as I am. But I do know I start having difficulties in my sixth not '80s. An example of this Is that I used to have a class that I go to and all the students were a lot younger than I was. It was not that I could not keep up with them as far as learning goes but I was so slow with getting the same message that they were at a faster pace.
The truth of the matter is in many ways. I didn't understand that you are truly much more wiser I believe because of your past experiences. Everything slows down though. Even my driving. The last time I went out alone we should have been quite a while ago. Everyone behind me was blowing. I knew then it was time for me to out of the driving so much. Believe me, that's just what I have been forced to do. One reason I think this is true is because I am more aware of how fragile life is.
One thing good about being young, as they say you don't believe s*** stink. When you get my age you do know. One of my sons and I were talking the other day about life and it' how interesting it is. I have always noticed how everyone in my family is involved in politics. I don't like to be around people who don't have an interested in what's going on in the world, and I'm sure they don't want to be around me. I have always been interested in many subjects.
I have never been a group thinker. As Kenny Rogers used to say, I have always known when to hold and fold them. As I often say, I listen to people and decide whether their logic is better than mine. And most of the time I find that I learn a lot from others. I wouldn't start trying to tell you how much I learned from other people. I think that's why I'm so hyper. I'm thinking pretty fast at picking up the gist of a situation and moving on to the next problem. I have always wanted to get the most I I could from a lie because I know that I was not going to be here long. My goal is to live to get 108.
I now know that it is not realistic. But boy I'm still trying to work on it. The greatest dream that I have is that someday the world will be a better place. After we save this planet I believe It's time for us to work on the universe. It's so much for us to think about. Am I to believe that all these billions and trillions of planets out there that there's no life on them? Am I to believe that when you watch a bird who has all these beautiful colors and designs that there has not been something that influenced this? This is probably why I have never been a religious person. I definitely believe that everyone has a right to do whatever that makes them happy the short time that they're going to be here. I have spoken about this in so many different ways, even if the people who read my writing did not make the connection of where my logic was coming from. I have always had a great thirst for life.
The main target was always the brain. I believe that's the greatest gift that mankind has ever gotten. I understand that there are different levels of our abilities to use our brain power, but I believe that even the those who we think that's not as adapters as others. I believe that's not true.
I worked, retired, and graduated in the field of psychology. I don't think I learned as much from the so-called normal people as I learned from many of the people that I worked with. Even in the field of autism, I think I saw things with this group that we will never understand.
I am sure that most of the readers have this post will not be old enough to remember the case where the couple in California with a big family, both mother and father was professional. As I recall they were about to move to Oklahoma. But for some reason one of the children escaped the imprisonment from their parents the night before departure. When I think about this incident, it makes me remember something else. I remember how upset Americans were because when the children were divided some of them were force to go live in the neighborhoods of black people. Oh boy! was the people upset about the mistreatment of these children. They considered them mistreated because they had to live where black people are forced to live a lifetime. These are the kinds of things that when I think about I become so damn angery until I could chew on wood, Believe it or not people, I truly can write a book a day about my experience in life. And in time I plan for these books to be very professional. As long as I'm here I will be trying to educate myself enough to be able to comment on any subject with a clear understanding of what I'm trying to say. As I said yesterday, I'm the kind of person if you put me in jail. I will write on toilet paper. If you take the toilet paper I will use a wheelchair and go to the streets, other options include kill me, but as long as I breathe I want the option of dying with the freedom that was giving from within. I am so thankful that I was ignorant enough to think that everyone loved me when I was a child. I believe this helped me so much. I often say that my mind is opened up to all outside and if you can make the connection to my logic My point is that many things are possible.
I started writing many journals as a young person. I have loads of different things that I have written about. This is why I have no time to waste on liars. All this does is regressed my mind. Like everyone else, I too have had to use denial in order to survive. I've had the death of children and my whole family to the point where I stop going to funerals. The last funeral I went to was in the '60s when my younger brother was shot in the back by police. I seldom mention this but there has been five black men in my family who was murdered by white men and no one ever went before a judge. I have been forced on there. So many racists fences in my lifetime until I have learned how to get the gist of a situation and move on. I am sure that there are many of you who have the same abilities. If I am right about this then you understand what I'm saying.
The intention in saperating the lives of the eight police who were murdered by two dead black men, from the lives of the blacks who were murdered by the police, is the typical behavior of racist America. Before the news of the young black man who was murdered today in Chicago, I wrote yesterday about the cruelty of how the creaters of racism go out of their way to maintain this evil. I spoke of the level of evil that is involved when you see adults and parents of children who can divorce from empathy from children is an unbelieveable act of barbarian and savage personalities.
These are the people who have always had the need to project their brutal behavior toward the people who they have intentionally tried, or destroyed. These same monsters are ready to lie when interacting with minorities but have used their power to pad the lies to make a case within their favor. This is an over five-hundred year old trick. The killings that are published are the few that black happen to catch with new tecnology. There is never any concideration that what ever lie that the police tell it is accepted as truth. This i should be known as the white privilege trap,
This is an evil that had done damage to many people. There are some who I have known for over eighty+three years. However, I know black people pretty darn well. One thing that I have never seen is people who I grew up with who will not spend special time with children. I believe that they would help me build a tree to hang a black adult who supports the killing of any child. I can safety say the same about the Native Americans who I was raised around. They too were very kind people. What kind of maggot sperm that is evil enough to forget the damage that is done to a child that is abused? This remind me of what's going on in Texas now. They don't want certain books in school because it make white children uncomfortable. Can you imagine that anyone would make that kind of difference in children and the harm that they know is inflicting on the child that's being mistreated? Do you think that these...? I believe it is the same kind of bigots that created the false system of white supremacy and black inferior lies. I believe things are much worse at this time. I am now 90 years old from the time I started revising this post. There has been so many changes. I am still doing research and I found out so many things that I never knew before. I didn't realize how organized this system of hate really is in America. And what make my situation so good concerning this is that my family, friends and followers will always be there to make this message available to any parent.
Let me think about this, I am very much hoping that people will carry on the goodwill of mankind. But from my experience with things changing so fast I am not sure anymore. I talk about my friends. Most of my friends are ready dead. When I speak of my friends I'm talking about their children and their children's children. As far as I'm concerned they are all my children. I look at some of them sometime and they look damn near
as old as I am. It's hard to believe. The other day I was on the internet and I saw this woman with her back turn. She was dancing her behind off. She was a white woman and you know the stereo-typing that is used about white people and dancing. This may have been only in my days. That's not true today but when I was coming up the white people that were around us they and I both had the same problems. What we were doing had nothing to do with music. That's not true today. My first experience with this new generation of white people that I was watching a white man, dancin in Africa and damn! When I was young I noticed that the white women could dance much better than their men. I don't know why. See! I am being a typical American, indoctrinated down to my toes.
This is why I don't like writing on these mobile phones. You might repeat the same thing many times, you never know. But on the other hand I love them because of the fact that I can stay in bed and do my thing. You know! When I am getting something free I should keep my mouth shut. I wonder why I seem to be better at knowing a predictable word than the software that comes free on the internet. Sometime. I think it's deliberately trying to make as many mistakes as possible. I guess I've been in America too long as a black person. When every moment of real life is always surrounded by something that's common sense for letting you know it's not normal it whereIn my case I have started being suspicious of every damn thing. When you know the full situation you would understand. The races in this country did a good job of complexing simplicity. Racism goes in so many ways until you don't know whether you're coming or going.
We were talking the other day and a friend and I was asking about our experiences as individuals
with racism in America and the reality in most of it, I cannot verbalize. It is so subliminal. I think it's good that in many cases there is segregation because that's the only way that I have had to hang on to some kind of sanity. Thank goodness that I spent most of my life segregated. As I have said before I played with white children all my life but like I said I cannot put it into words. My husband was an airman, and we were stationed on plenty bases in this country, consequently, it caused us to be around military people. Most of them were white. And they were good friends. There are many times that I had to check them because they certainly feel like you're chatting that have some kind of parental entitlement over you. I mean this something that I can understand really. As I say all the time, I have never objected to how anyone feels as a racist. It's the practice that bothers me. Be you, but don't do me. As I have often said it is not the races I hate. I just hate his practice.
I can understand that people want to be around those who they're most familiar with. That's certainly the case for me. I love being around black people. Why would I get anger with anyone who wants to be around people who they are familiar with? Let's keep drinking and we both will know who we are. When are we going to stop lying to one another? When I think about it, that's a very foolish question. It is the lies that makes it all possible. As I have often said, it is not the races that I dislike. I despise the practice of racism. I certainly don't have time to be dealing with liars. They cannot be trusting anywhere. There is nothing that any of us can do with reality. Reality is that we were all originated in Africa. Africa does not need the world but the world needs Africa. Are we foolish enough to think that the young people from that continent will allow another chance for others to come in and steal their culture?
If you believe this, I think it is time for you to start knowing what's going on around the world. I believe people everywhere are tired of the foolishness of predator and prey. I believe people
also realize that records shows those who refers to themselves asCaucasians are the minorities. If you can believe anything you read that these liars write, there are only from 5 to 6% of Europeans in the world. Are we foolish enough to allow the 400-year-old one half of 1% horror to continue? Wake up people. Is it time for us to all sign up for solidarity with kindness to all human beings?
This has always been the core of my head and heart, and I don't plan to change. It is time for the presidents and all upcoming candidates for any office around the world to sign up for solidarity against white privilege entitlement. We must fight to save the universe. Why are we spending billions of dollars to kill people instead of trying to save the life of all living things. Why are black people the target of racist hate? Why are there black men serving time simply because of skin color? Why are we fighting as Americans to save the lives of people who have never spent one dime, I did one day of labor in this country? Why are Americans allowing a government agency to steal money that is owed to me simply because I am black? I must continue to join many more news outlets that's run by black people. It gets a message out of the abuse we have received for over 400 years.
How can the world ever have equality for mankind as long as white privilege is in place? Is it time for us to all come together with solidarity for a civil rights movement?
I am very happy today because of the combine knowledge I have of the world. For the first time, I can verbalize one of the main tool that is holding the world and the state of injustice in place for the sake of one unit. I am speaking of a system with a common cause and one purpose in mind. I am not speaking against the racists but against the practice of racism. We have been chasing ourselves through all the different hedges that are designed for us to lose our direction. I have had an experiences in America with personal trauma that has proved to be nothing less than racism. This cruelty is orchestrated under one name. White privileges entitlement that has many footprints. There is a paper trails written by my enemies to support how well organized the evil forces works together to maintain the mother evil. For over 500 years, the Europeans and Americans have used predator prey brutality across the entire planet.
I am proud to say that it was the Africans on the continent and in America who stopped this evil. Every place that a weapon could be found to use against humanity was employed. The victims included South America, Haiti, Cuba, and anywhere in the diaspora for Africans were found they were victimized. This is a reality that must be told. We were supposed to never know about the meeting that occurred 500 years ago where there were no Africans invited. I make no decision for any other culture but personally I believe in treating people the same way they treat me. When I decided that I was going to be a writer, my target has always been for the majority. It turns out that the majority of the people are African descendants. Consequently, I have never targeted Americans listeners.
because of my latest discoveries from dealing with different entities of fraud in the United States I have decided to place a gist of my will on the internet. it is time for me to go fishing and free myself from the web of white privilege lies. It is such a waste of my time to continue dealing with people who survive on a pacifier with the need for fantasy. I have been buried under papers for over 33 years trying to get money that is owed to me because of a special kind of investment I made with HUD. This was a very traumatic time in my life. I am amazed at how I was able to use denial in order to maintain sanity. I have worked and talked about how I grew up as a child. I will always know that this experience has helped me through all my life struggles. I have written before about how I felt that everyone loved me. I am very grateful for that experience, whether it was true does not matter.
The system of racism in America is so arrogant and ignorant that I think that we have finally trapped ourselves. The dependence on lies for over 500 years has forced africans to come out and do what they do best. We were never supposed to know that it was an African who created the internet highway. From my experience with HUD, I can walk you totally through the trail on the connection with designer racism in America. There was never any intentions of freedom from enslavement of Africans by the Europeans and Americans. An example of white privileges entitlement is the case of Bill and Hillary Clinton. The brother of Hillary Clinton is also involved.
Reality is, that this evil has caused the loss of so many lives. Every place that the races visited and they could pick up knowledge of a weapon to use against others was put into practice. From the gun and gunpowder from China, to the cure for diseases from South America. At this very moment the Clinton family are in Haiti stealing gold. Now they have become very wealthy because of these thefts. The Clintons have been an instrument in racism from the time they enter the stage. Has anyone noticed what's going on in the Middle East now? I believe had Hillary Clinton became president that there would be military basis station all over Africa. Remember how how closely George Bush senior wants to Bill Clinton? Remember when Bush's senior talked about the new world order?
Has anyone forgotten what Bill Clinton did in Rwanda? Remember how he sent a plane into Africa to pick up all white privileges, entitlement people and return them to America while ignoring the fact that Africa was ready to commit genocide I guess the people? Are we aware of what's going on in the Middle East behind the actions of Hillary Clinton?
Are the Democrats getting ready to make the same mistake they made before in assuming that they had the right to select the candidate for the presidential election? This is the map that points to one direction towards white privilege. This cruelty was design to have many faces. Does this cause the victims to resort to racist entitlements? I now believe the game is over and that this is how self-destruction will happen in America and Europe. Thank goodness! No one has a need to do anything against the racists.
This has called me to reflect on so many things. Through my childhood I can see how much of my parents African roots came with them from Africa. When I have traveled to Africa, I came to recognize some of my father's personalities. One was hospitality. Both of my parents always believed in feeding people. I am very much the same. Unfortunately for me, I have gotten so old until I don't have the energy to entertain like I once did so I just resort to my first love, writing.
There is so much that I would love to write about. It would be easy for me to write a book a day. That's why I'm going to become professional. Let me correct that, I will become professional under normal circumstances.This include things such as good health or unexpected incidents. I have always done a lot of writing. I can't wait to start digging out some of the things I wrote when I was a young person. I was as flighty as hell. But my mind was very sharp. I have always been interested in the brain. In many of my postings I have talked about investing in Africa with a brain bank. I knew about P2P technology. Reality is that crypto-currency, such as Bitcoin was placed on stage through this knowledge. The thing I love most about writing is that you don't have to listen to. Someone explains something to you that's not going to make any sense in most cases. Your pin has the last word. Think about how much time you save. By no means, am I saying that my logic is better than others? It's just that the choice of my logic is what I enjoy.
Now we are coming into the area of the paper trail that lead the world to the technology that was involved in a America to master and design racism. There is nothing in this country that is feared more by the racists than truth. Truth would remove the system of xenophobes from the eyes of the of the world. They always wanted their victims to believe that they were the last word as far as control. I was so happy when I learned that the international l court rulings were always binding. I was never supposed to know about the word reciprocity, court rulings, and the need for protection with American Allies. We were taught that America has the last word in everything. They're teaching of ignorance. Was the smallest board for the racist.
From the time that the Africans landed on the shores of America before Columbus, African roots and technology were in place to create the continent of America. Guess who can tell that story better than I can? The racists themselves. It is seldom if the white police in America will turn down an opportunity for greed and predatory behavior. All one has to do is follow the paper trail of their behavior that is written by them and you will know how the script was flipped.
Because of this reality, and my experience with racism, in the past 33 years, I have walked every track that has been taken to expose the evil of the white privileges design. There was never any intentions of the people who came to the shores on the European ships of ever being free. Many times the Africans that were already in this country was forced to become slaves also. The West like to pretend that all the people that came here was sold by Africans. Doesn't this sound familiar with the some kinds of games that the races have always used? This is why I have no time for liars. I am too old and life is too short.
I have so many drafts from old times that I need to revise. These are all continuations from books that I wrote 33 years ago. My plans are to donate all of my writings to charity. I will continue to join all the black news outlets that are available for me. I will continue to become a professional writer.I have had to put many of my plans on hold because of the denial from funds that belong to me that HUD is refusing to disburse to my account. My goal has always been to stay as far as possible away from the 2024 elections. Many of my postings for the last 34 years are consistent of these feelings.
My question is, who has been getting paid for all of my books, bloggings, and postings. Believe me, I have not gotten one red dime. However. this did not stop HUD from taking out insurance on my home, and then making themselves the beneficial of the insurance. Remember I bought and paid cash for my home. HUD knew that the white privileges system would protect them for anything they did against me.
HUD insist on making me a borrower of my home when I am a buyer. In a contract with over 107 pages, there are only three signatures, those signatures belong to me and the two sellers. Why was I removed from the first contract that I sign? Why did the legal aid in Georgia decide to sign me up as a debtor to Georgia? Because they are so many questions to ask, and because I am forced to be redundant, I am still trying to stay away from politics until after The next elections. However, I am being forced to ask for funds from my investment in 1993. Why was I remove?
The final insult from the Justice department came the other day when I called to add information to a previous concern and the lady hung up on me. I well understand the mentality that's behind me getting all the money that's owed to me owed. The American government owed me millions of dollars and this is all a matter of records that can be proved. The evidence is written by the employees within this country. As I said before, contrast this with a fact that the late Russ Lindbergh was earning over 70 billion dollars a year at the time of his death. Contrast it with the feelings and behavior that I am experiencing.
What is the psychology behind this. It reminds me of the attitudes from American years ago concerning the black ball players. In spite of the fact that America is wealthy based on the contributions from African Americans. I have lost all trust because of my experiences with racism in this country. I am denied all human rights as far as American citizens are concerned. Why are we going around the world concerning ourselves with problems in other countries while these kinds of things are happening to people right here in this country? I believe that I am helping to pay for wars that I do not believe in.
I had to stop doing what I love most because of the fact that I have been having problems in getting funds that HUD owes me. I have never stopped posting on Facebook. As a matter of fact I have four websites on Facebook lite. I don't know how to get to them. In spite of how dumb I am about technology, I learned something every day. There are many things that I do not understand about posting on the internet.
I believe what's happening now is because I blog on Facebook Lite where there are posts somehow things are conflicting with each other. I do not understand what has caused the posting to start in the middle of the page. If HUD would pay me the money that they owe I would hire a secretary. My posting lately is appearing as if I am using two different web addresses. Guess what? I just got an idea. I will place my address on the blog for everyone to see. I believe I have erased a lot of postings that I have done in the past. I sure did'n want that to happen. I did'n't get to post yesterday as I usually do because of these kinds of complications. HELP!
This is probably why young people are smart enough not to vote for someone my age or older.
If you notice, we're greedy. Our minds do not work right. When you're 90 years old, your best to go shopping funeral home for your remains upon death. I don't want to be buried, I want to be placed in a jar on a shelf. Unfortunately, I found out the other day from a white woman who said that in America, often bodies are dismembered, and thrown in the pool of s***. Her husband was a white man who also had served in the military in this country, she was crying because she said that they did not allow her to bury him properly. Now if they did this to someone with white privilege and entitlement I am not dumb enough to think that whatever worse than that can happen it would be for me. Perhaps this is why I don't fear death. There are some horrible crap that can happen to you in America. Often common old people become forgetful.
I am not saying that this is true with everyone but in my case it's not that it doesn't come back, but often it is not there when I need it. I could just picture me on the stage trying to debate with someone. Perhaps, tomorrow I will I have a good answer for whatever was said to me but it's not there when I need it. This is why I like being around people. You learn so much. I have always heard everyone say it is our short turn memory that goes away when you need it. This is true in my case. I can't wait until the presidential election start for 2024. I just hope I live long enough to see it. It should be fun. I certainly am not saying that these people might be as effected as I am. But I do know I start having difficulties in my sixth not '80s. An example of this Is that I used to have a class that I go to and all the students were a lot younger than I was. It was not that I could not keep up with them as far as learning goes but I was so slow with getting the same message that they were at a faster pace.
The truth of the matter is in many ways. I didn't understand that you are truly much more wiser I believe because of your past experiences. Everything slows down though. Even my driving. The last time I went out alone we should have been quite a while ago. Everyone behind me was blowing. I knew then it was time for me to out of the driving so much. Believe me, that's just what I have been forced to do. One reason I think this is true is because I am more aware of how fragile life is.
One thing good about being young, as they say you don't believe s*** stink. When you get my age you do know. One of my sons and I were talking the other day about life and it' how interesting it is. I have always noticed how everyone in my family is involved in politics. I don't like to be around people who don't have an interested in what's going on in the world, and I'm sure they don't want to be around me. I have always been interested in many subjects.
I have never been a group thinker. As Kenny Rogers used to say, I have always known when to hold and fold them. As I often say, I listen to people and decide whether their logic is better than mine. And most of the time I find that I learn a lot from others. I wouldn't start trying to tell you how much I learned from other people. I think that's why I'm so hyper. I'm thinking pretty fast at picking up the gist of a situation and moving on to the next problem. I have always wanted to get the most I I could from a lie because I know that I was not going to be here long. My goal is to live to get 108.
I now know that that is not realistic. But boy I'm still trying to work on it. The greatest dream that I have is that someday the world will be a better place. After we save this planet I believe It's time for us to work on the universe. It's so much for us to think about. Am I to believe that all these billionds and trillions of planets out there that there's no life on them? Am I to believe that when you watch a bird who has all these beautiful colors and designs that there has not been something that influenced this? This is probably why I have never been a religious person. I definitely believe that everyone has a right to do whatever that makes them happy the short time that they're going to be here. I have spoken about this in so many different ways, even if the people who read my writing did not make the connection of where my logic was coming from. I have always had a great thirst for life. The main target was always the brain. I believe that's the greatest gift that mankind has ever gotten. I understand that there are different levels of our abilities to use our brain power, but I believe that even the those who we think that's not as adapters as others. I believe that's not true.
I worked, retired, and graduated in the field of psychology. I don't think I learned as much from the so-called normal people as I learned from many of the people that I worked with. Even in the field of autism, I think I saw things with this group that we will never understand.
I am sure that most of the readers have this post will not be old enough to remember the case where the couple in California with a big family, both mother and father was professional. As I recall they were about to move to Oklahoma. But for some reason one of the children escaped the imprisonment from their parents the night before departure. When I think about this incident, it makes me remember something else. I remember how upset Americans were because when the children were divided some of them were force to go live in the neighborhoods of black people. Oh boy! was the people upset about themistreatment of these children. They considered them mistreated because they had to live where black people are forced to live a lifetime.
These are the kinds of things that when I think about I become so damn angery until I could chew on wood, Believe it or not people, I truly can write a book a day about my experience in life. And in time I plan for these books to be very professional. As long as I'm here I will be trying to educate myself enough to be able to comment on any subject with a clear understanding of what I'm trying to say. As I said yesterday, I'm the kind of person if you put me in jail. I will write on toilet paper. If you take the toilet paper I will use a wheelchair and go to the streets, other options include kill me, but as long as I breathe I want the option of dying with the freedom that was giving from within àt my birth. I am so thankful that I was ignorant enough to think that everyone loved me when I was a child. I believe this helped me so much. I often say that my mind is opened up to all outside and if you can make the connection to my logic My point is that many things are possible.
I started writing many journals as a young person. I have loads of different things that I have written about. I have no time to waste on liars All this does is regressed my mind. Like everyone else, I too have had to use denial in order to survive. I've had the death of children and many members. I have stop going to funerals. The last funeral I went to was in the '60s when my younger brother was shot in the back by police. I seldom mention this but there has been five black men in my family who was murdered by white men and no one ever went before a judge. I have been forced
to face many racist fences in my lifetime. until I have learned how to get the gist of a situation and move on. I am sure that there are many of you who have the same abilities. If I am right about this then you understand what I'm saying. Here is the clipping of two black police officers murdering eight Policemen. I slightly remember this. I think that these were white officers.
The intentions in saperating the life of the eight police who were killed by two dead black men, from the lives of the blacks who were murdered is the typical behavior of racist America. Before the news of the young black man who was murdered today in Chicago, I wrote yesterday about the cruelty of how the creaters of racism go out of their way to maintain this evil. I spoke of the level of evil that is involved when you see adults and parents of children who can divorce from empathy from children is an unbelieveable act of barbarian and savage personalities.
These are the people who have always had the need to project their brutal behavior toward the people who they have intentionally tried, or destroyed. These same monsters are ready to lie when interacting with minorities but have used their power to pad the lies to make a case within their favor. This is an over five-hundred year old trick. The killings that are published are the few that black happen to catch with new tecnology. There is never any concideration that what ever lie that the police tell it is accepted as truth. This i should be known as the white privilege trap,
This is an evil that had done damage to many people. There are some who I have known for over eight-three years. However, I know black people pretty darn well. One thing that I have never seen is people who I grew up with who will not spend special time with children. I believe that they would help me build a tree to hang a black adult who supports the killing of any child. I can safety say the same about the Native Americans who I was raised around.
They too were very kind people. What kind of maggot sperm that is evil enough to forget the damage that is done to a child that is abused? This remind me of what's going on in Texas now. They don't want certain books in school because it make white children uncomfortable. Can you imagine that anyone would make that kind of difference in children and the harm that they know is inflicting on the child that's being mistreated? Do you think that these...? I believe it is the same kind of bigots that created the false system of white supremacy and black inferior lies. I believe things are much worse at this time. I am now 90 years old from the time I started revising this post. There has been so many changes. I am still doing research and I found out so many things that I never knew before. I didn't realize how organized this system of hate really is in America. And what make my situation so good concerning this is that my family, friends and followers will always be there to make this message available to any parent.
Let me think about this, I am very much hoping that people will carry on the goodwill of mankind. But from my experience with things changing so fast I am not sure anymore. I talk about my friends. Some of my friends are dead. When I speak of my friends I'm talking about their children and their children's children. As far as I'm concerned they are all my children. I look at some of them sometime and they look damn near as old as I am. It's hard to believe. The other day I was on the internet and I saw this woman with her back turn. She was dancing her behind off. She was a white woman and you know the stereo-typing that is used about white people and dancing. This may have been only in my days. That's not true today but when I was coming up, the white people that were around us they and I both had the same problems. What we were doing had nothing to do with music. That's not true today. My first experience with this new generation of white people that I was watching a white man, dancin in Africa and damn! When I was young I noticed that the white women could dance much better than their men. I don't know why. See! I am being a typical American, indoctrinated down to my toes.
This is why I don't like writing on these mobile phones. You might repeat the same thing many times, you never know. But on the other hand I love them because of the fact that I can stay in bed and do my thing. You know! When I am getting something free I should keep my mouth shut. I wonder why I seem to be better at knowing a predictable word than the software that comes free on the internet. Sometime. I think it's deliberately trying to make as many mistakes as possible. I guess I've been in America too long as a black person. When every moment of real life is always surrounded by something that's common sense for letting you know it's not normal it whereIn my case I have started being suspicious of every damn thing. When you know the full situation you would understand. The races in this country did a good job of complexing simplicity. Racism goes in so many ways until you don't know whether you're coming or going.
We were talking the other day and a friend and I was asking about our experiences as individuals
with racism in America and the reality is most of it, I cannot verbalize. It is so subliminal. I think it's good that in many cases there is segregation because that's the only way that I have had to hang on to some kind of sanity. Thank goodness that I spent most of my life segregated. As I have said before I played with white children all my life but like I said I cannot put it into words.
My husband was an airman, and we were stationed on plenty bases in this country, consequently, it caused us to be around military people. Most of them were white. And they were good friends. There are many times that I had to check them because they certainly feel like you're chatting that have some kind of parental entitlement over you. I mean this something that I can understand really. As I often say, I have never objected to how anyone feels as a racist. It's the practice that bothers me. Be you, but don't do me. As I have often said it is not the races I hate. I just hate the practice.
I can understand that people want to be around those who they're most familiar with. That's certainly the case for me. I love being around black people. Why would I get anger with anyone who wants to be around people who they are familiar with? Let's keep drinking and we both will know who we are. When are we going to stop lying to one another? When I think about it, that's a very foolish question. It is the lies that makes it all possible. As I have often said, it is not the races that I dislike. I despise the practice of racism. I certainly don't have time to be dealing with liars. They cannot be trusting anywhere. There is nothing that any of us can do with reality. Reality is that we were all originated in Africa. Africa does not need the world but the world needs Africa. Are we foolish enough to think that the young people from that continent will allow another chance for others to come in and steal their culture? All one has to do is wash some of the old American television shows and you can see how much awareness they have of white privilege. You can also see how they understand very well who the real killers in this country really are.
I have never tried to pretend that I have any power to tell the people on the continent of Africa about decisions that's made by them. But my hopes are that they will use any funds that's left by me to continue the technology pubs to build brain banks for African children. I have always talked about investing in a brain bank. I have always had enough faith in the youngsters in Africa to know that if you tell them what problem does need to be solved, that's the solution is close. Guess who understood that very well? The Europeans in America spent a lot of time studying different things that they go into other culture and claim that the theft was invented by someone with white skin. This is why the racists have so much fear of the black man. They know that the only threat to them is truth. Consequently, I often have said, they're always running from black people who are not chasing them. Remember how angry they were when Reverend Wrightsaid that the chickens are coming home to roost? These people like peace with their evil practice. I believe that they now believed in smart skin. Have arrogance and ignorance cause them to think that they are the untouchables?
If you believe this, I think it is time for you to start knowing what's going on around the world. I believe people everywhere are tired of the foolishness of predator and prey. People
also realize that those who are called Caucasians are the minorities. If you can believe anything you read that these liars write. There are only from 5 to 6% of Europeans in the world. Are we foolish enough to allow the 400-year-old one half of 1% horror to continue? Wake up people. Is it time for us to all sign up for solidarity with kindness to all human beings?
This has always been the core of my head and heart, and I don't plan to change. It is time for the presidents and all upcoming candidates for any office around the world to sign up for solidarity against white privilege entitlement. We must fight to say the universe. Why are we spending billions of dollars to kill people instead of trying to save the life of all living things? Why are black people the target of racist hate? Why are there black men serving time simply because of skin color? Why are we fighting as Americans to save the lives of people who have never spent one dime in this country, or did one day of labor? Why are Americans allowing a government agency to steal money that is owed to me simply because I am black? I must continue to join many more news outlets that's run by black people. It gets a message out about the abuse we have received for over 400 years.
I agree with the man who wrote that the pen is mightier than the sword. I think that the internet is going to be the the worst enemy that America and the Europeans have ever had. For the first time, the world of people can respond to the lies that has always been on the races control. The West had forgotten the power of a civil rights movement. Although, it was the white women in America who receive the benefits from many people walking to work, earning only $2 a week for a cause that they believed in. Unfortunately, many black men lost jobs so white women could have an income.
This broke up many black families. Is it time for another civil Rights movement? Will the upcoming candidates for the 2024 election join a civil rights movement against white privileges? If not, why not? How can we ever have equality as long as white privileges is in place? We need solidarity against this cru West believe that the Africans are going to forget this? Can anyone be dumb enough to believe that there was our time? The Africans didn't know what was happening to them? Are the Americans aware of what's going on with Tesla? There is so much more that's not favorable to this country. America has always openly practiced racism right under the nose of the black people. This was totally with disregard of however they felt about it. As I said, there is so much more, but for now I'm sleepy and I want to post this "whatever".
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