JUST THINKING BOOK 3:

I am sorry that the British King has died. I am also sorry about the many African leaders who have died under the European's rule. Reality is that here has been racism at all levels of government against people with blackskin in Africa and the United States. The world is built for mankind, not just one kind of man. It is so time-consuming to talk about something as stupid as smart White skin. I often ask myself, how much have the world lost as far as progress had everyone been able to participate into contributions in building a better world? People have done everything possible to divide each other.

I was thinking about the system of monarchy. I don't I like it. I believe this is the making of something much more concerning. Why are we ignoring the minds of human beings to talk about something as useless as

AI. What about P2P. Perhaps if we use this technology we could give Maxwell, from Zimbabwe a rest. It is hard for me to believe that the races of the world are aren't enough to tell this man that they that he need to allow the white privilege to tell him when he can use his invention. Fortunately, this man has the ability to shut down everything. The racist in the world can't face the possibility of a black man having this kind of  Advanced knowledge. Why is there a need for us to always place certain people above others? I donot speak absolutely. However, I have enough personal experiences to believe that we all are probably some of each other as far as behavior is concerned. 

In many of the books that I have published, I have written that I am not a follower. When I reflect on that statement perhaps I am.

It doesn't matter how much I think I know about what's going on in this country, there always seem to be something different that I missed. Consequently, I am always going to try and stay open for things I know nothing about.  I think that my love for writing is making me into a coffee drinker. I can't wait to get that first cup of coffee in the morning time. I only have coffee one time a day but it is very strong. I love food. When I was traveling I would love to go to different countries and try their Foods. I was surprised at how much good seasonings can change the taste of food. For the first time in my life I can regulate my weight just as I want to. Every time I go to the bathroom I find myself on the scales. It sure has helped me be in control.

Unfortunately, I found out it's not how often you eat but how much you eat. However, I have learned how to control

my weight. I know people that will not go near Scales

I suppose I believe in reality too much. Notice how I can jump from one subject to another one so fast? Fortunately for me, this is one of my love for freedom. I have learned through my own personal experiences that is best for me to do what makes me happy. I am now old enough to not have any concern about what others think about me as long it is not based on lies.

In my lifetime, I have learned a lot from other people, I am thankful for that.

Before I graduated in the field of psychology, I had learned a lot from the experience of Living in America as an African

I learn a long time ago that when people don't understand things that they take the easy way out. Things that are complicated are often turn from simplicity to complexity. Unfortunately, this is the door that white supremacy 

White privilege has hidden  for over 400 years. These people want others to do for them with they are to lazy to do for themselves. Therefore they enter the stage with a system of insane cruelty. 

We have had 400 years of forced cruelty with only one

goal. The goal is white privilege welfare. Therefore, there is always a need to travel the world as predators looking for prey. However,

Things have changed. For the first time white privileges are no longer in control of the microphone.

(My goal is to some day hire

 Youth around the world to edit all my writings.). 

At this time, I am using the internet as a Record Keeper with the awareness that there are many mistakes that need to be corrected.

REVISION ONE:

REALITY IS REAL:

 

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Legal Aid

Dear Ms. Smith,

This letter is to confirm the assistance and advice I have provided in your case, and to confirm that your file will be closing in two weeks, if you do not decide to follow the resolution I have obtained for you. As you know, you contacted our office concerning the funds that should be available for you to draw on your reverse mortgage. You are one of a few reverse mortgage homeowners who have had their loan for such a long time and have not yet exhausted the available line of credit funds. However, because the balance of of your loan has growing more than anticipated at the time the loan was originated, the loan balance is now far more than the amount originally listed in the security deed. Accordingly, HUD, as the owner of the loan has refused to allow you to draw any additional funds.

I research the terms of the loan, which anticipate  this type of event and the solution. Under the loan agreement, you sign, when the balance of the long gross be greater than the amount and the security listed, the lender, ,(here HUD) can require you (as a Borrower) to sign an extension agreement to increase the amount listed in the security instrument. The purpose of this is to ensure that HUD (as a lender) maintains a security interests in the property against additional advances of funds on your line of credit.

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Because this is an unusual circumstance that has not been dealt with before. I had to do a lot of

advocacy with HUD, and prepare an extension agreement on your behalf to submit to HUD as a solution contemplated by your loan agreement. I discuss with you the solution I was proposing and my efforts on your behalf. Hud finally agreed and signed the extension agreement. However, when I met with you to review and sign the agreement, and in falling up conversation, since then, you have indicated that you are not willing to sign this agreement.

As we have discussed, come the reverse mortgage contract contemplated the signing of this agreement, and you refuse to do so means that HUD will be justified in continuing to refuse to make any additional advancements on your line of credit. Credit. I urge you to cooperate with signing this agreement, as you promise to do so when you sign the first mortgage. The extension agreement does not change anything else about the terms of the loan, other than your ability to again make drawers request on your available credit line. The extension agreement only concerns that the reverse mortgage on the property will continue to grow to be more than the amount of 157,500 as the original listed. I chose a new maximum amount of $450,000 as a high number to allow for continuous new growth. Are your loan balance and your additional draws on your credit line, in order to give you a loan plenty of room to grow so you don't run into this issue again. Signing this extension agreement does not change the balance of the loan. I sincerely believe that signing the extension agreement is in your best interest, and would not recommend that you sign it otherwise.

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As we have discussed, your refused to sign this extension agreement (which you promise to  cooperate in doing when you sign the original reverse mortgage document) will undermine any future claim you might want to raise against HUD in this matter. If you make any further complaints, HUD will only respond that they provided you the extension agreement as required by the contract, that you refuse to sign and breach of your promise to do so, and that they are not required to disburse any additional funds to you due to your refusal to corporate. 

In our last conversation, you and I discuss all of these points, but you still said that you would not sign the extension agreement. As a matter of principal. I urge you to reconsider; so that you can draw the remaining funds that should be available to you on the loan. I will keep your case open for two more weeks, until October, the 8th, 2021, and the hopes that you might change your mind. If you have not agreed by that date to move forward with signing the agreement, then there will be nothing further for me to do on your behalf and I will be closing your file once your file is closed. The document and information will remain on file for a period of 7 years, after which time they will be destroyed to protect your privacy. If you have any questions you would like do to discuss father You are welcome to contact me. 

Sincerely, 

Rachel Scott

Attorney

DEEP SEARCH:

My goal is to have a book about America in every school on the continent of Africa. I have over 100 books after my death that I am donating to all the schools in the diaspora with goals of all African children learning Swahili as their main language. I would like a school that will teach young kids every language that they desire to learn. There are so many details that's going to need to be worked out. I have great hopes that the people on the continent of Africa, and black African Americans can find a common project. I realize that many black Americans have been denied proper schooling by design. I would love to offer a chance for anyone who has ambition to be as educated as they would like. I would love to put my unpublished books on the market and see if they would generate enough income to make these ambitions materialize. I want an Enterprise to assure that black kids who want a job can always find employment.

 Africa has had P2P technology for over 50 years before the internet. This all started with the emittance from Africans working in America sending money home to their relatives. There was no internet at that time. I am waiting for the people to bring all the evidence together concerning exactly what happened to our culture. 

Never forget that it was an African who opened up the world wide internet. With deep search, you will find that African Americas put this country together. Don't forget that we spend more than 40 billion a year in America. I received an update today where it is over a trillion dollars that black 

 people spend in America. I was listening to the update from American's accepted economists. They gave me this information while talking about the problems that the Europeans are having. What happened to the money that was lost in the mint? This kind of behavior is typical of what is allowed in this country when you have white skin. If anyone else had done the same thing they would have been put under the jail. 

Is this money going to fight the war in Ukraine? Have we forgotten that the black people who live in Ukraine and the beginning of the war had to walk over 400 miles to try to get out of there because of racism? They allowed the white privilege to leave first. It turns out that Ukraine is very racist. How much more abuse can be tolerated because of skin? When will we find the truth? As a matter of fact, this is not necessary. The races themselves have documented and written in their words many details about their criminal activities. Racism has always been right under our noses. After 400 years it has became a part of our air. Reality is were not for the Africans there would be no mankind. In the United States, the races are known to murder black people and get away with it. They often die for things that they should only go to jail for. " We are tired of being tired". 

One thing I am sure of Is that the majority of black people certainly do want their children educated. I am a great believer in growth. I think that vocabulary is great contribution. I believe that the greatest horizon of knowledge is fastest advanced with words.  I think this give and increase brain power. I want to open a business in Africa known as a brain bank. Because of my own experiences as a child, I have a lot of faith in the abilities of children. I never want to see another child deprive of a chance to be as educated as they would like to be. 

My biggest problem is trying to figure out why would anyone object to wanting to be around the people who are progressive? When I think about it, the answer to that question, it is because of fear of reality. It appears that the white privilege fears competition. I am hoping that Africans on the continent and other places can work out some kind of system of research center that is the envy of the world.  As I type, I happen to look up and what's on my television screen. One clip is saying the end of the US empire. For many years the white privilege maintains the hold on the disbursement of information that the world receive. This is a new day. For the first time people from all ethnicities and speaking out on issues that concern them. Thanks goodness for the internet they are published and will be in place forever. What does this mean to white privilege? It means that the white privilege have have lost control over the microphone. Many people have issues with past behavior from America.

It may surprise many of you but Africa is the motherland of technology. 50 years before the internet became available people on the continent was using it for emittance from the United States back to the families and home. The 400 years of enslavement and plagiarizing with lies kept racism in place. I just found out lately that .black Americans have 107 black colleges in the United States. For many years after slavery, African Americans were much more educated than the southern white people. Reality is that most of the things that we have been taught in the last 400 years can be reversed. This is why we need deep research to make sure that all the truth is brought to light and expose the many lies that are told to the world. The legs to the chair for racism is based on plagiarizing. My hope is that never again will Africa be vulnerable to the loss of identity.

It is time for the racists Europeans and Americans to surrender the notion of white privilege to submit to the cost of abuse of people around the world. And stop the false you so the word race. We are all one people with DNA from Africa.  Some of my followers and I are writing proposals concerning reparation for black people. I am thinking that there is no way where the past can be rectified by the cruelty and abuse at a level of sadistic slaughter. I have a hard time thinking about reparations. This causes me a problem because I think in terms of the many billions of people who have been killed just for fun by this demonic behavior. The root word for reparation is repair. My question is how can you ever repair a dead man? I've been thinking about how much could have been done to stop this slaughter of other human beings. What bothers me most is how willing that sadistic xenophobes and sycophant had total lack of empathy for other human beings.  

When I do a lot of research, I have a hard time trying to remember where the different pieces of information comes from. I am having that problem right now. I'm thinking about how the white privilege have spread itself in so many different directions until it is hard to identify the problems. This was a unique design from the racists themselves. The first thing that stands out in researching is how many lies that the racist will tell on any given subject. I have often said, I have no time to deal with liars. It's a waste of time. However, the name of our common problem is  white privilege. It is not about skin color are bad behavior. It is about greed with the desire of others providing for those who are too lazy to provide for themselves.

This is why it has taken me 33 years to bring everything together concerning my case with HUD. If you want to see racism undress  itself. Follow the many government entities and they all act the same. I have learned the pattern and I can always know what they're going to say. The answer to that is that they say nothing because they all try to listen carefully to try to catch any kind of loose excuse to not do their jobs. This is especially true with the women. I hate for them to answer the phone because they always pretend that there is no problem that can be solved. Plus the fact, I have found that they can be so racist. I think they are worse than the men. Remember the Becky's and Karen's? I think about how they can turn their head to young black kids being murdered without any maternal instinct. Things are not getting any better.

I watched the results of super Tuesday last night.  I concluded from what we ended up with as far as candidates for presidents, America is in big trouble. I really don't think it's going to matter what party is in because of the conditions of inflation and the anger from the people. 

I don't believe that the leaders understand what's really happening in this country. I think that  people are going to go insane because the condition of everything is so overwhelming and I notice that crime rates are up. All those things are going to have to be addressed. Food and shelter happen to be human necessities. It's almost as if our leaders don't know this. When people are living under those kinds of conditions we can expect anything. These are things that cause nervous breakdowns. So this brings up another point. All these things are happening in America while we are somewhere else taking care of people in other countries, does this make any make sense?

We are denying people welfare that are helpless while taking care of people in other parts of the world. Why? I am thinking that it is to protect the system of racism and white privilege. Our presidency that he is a capitalist. Does he know that poor people are without capital? People are going to be suffering everywhere and it's going to be more problems than the world is ready to deal with. Yet we sit here like dummies and act like everything is okay. We can think about in history years ago in the 30s during the depression, criminals came out of the woodwork, from Pretty Boy Florida, to John Dillon, Bonnie and Clyde Mark Barker and more.

I suspect that when all these crimes start being committed is going to be by the white privilege. I would not be surprised at anything at this time. One major problem for America. Is the ability to ignore what's going on in Africa. I listen to all the news and read as much as I can in my spare time when I am not blogging. I heard the other day about how badly that some of the Africans are still being mistreated by the westerners. There is an embassy there that's run by Americans and the West, and the white people can get a visa to come to America with no problems. This person talked about how the Africans pay for the visa then go to the next process and they are told that they cannot get their money back. I just know that people, as they said are so angry at Americans about so many things. It's not a matter of putting fear into people. It's just that there comes a time when people have had enough and I can feel this.

To paraphrase Fannie Mae Hammer, I'm tired of being tired. It was very stupid for the American people to abuse some of the citizens like they did African Americans. Some of the things that I have read the races in this country have gone to people is less than insanity. Now they're struggling to keep their children from knowing the truth. Life is not like that. I Don't believe that anyone can do evil over and over without ever having to face the consequence. I think I read somewhere that this is from a study. I think what makes me so angry. I cannot stand bullies and cowards. If people are nice to you, why would you abuse them? I don't understand that. I believe in treating people the way they treat me. Black Americans have done everything possible to try to help peace in this country. There would be no America without black people. In spite of all the obstacles that we have had to face, all we have ever needed for space from low pressures and we will surpass them. Remember, we spend over 40 billion each year in this country.

There is nothing that makes the racist more angrier than to see black people excel. I have often used a contrast of Rush Limbaugh and his seven books. No one who can tell the truth could ever deny that America has not done everything possible to make sure that young black children are not properly educated. Moreover, they've also put out equal effort into making sure that they have time in jail are dead. I have often spoke about the little girl sitting in the backseat of the FBI trying to enroll in school in Little Rock Arkansas. The city was lined up with snarling hatred for this child. Why was this such a threat to these people? 

My latest belief from all the information that I have gathered with experience and research is time for the racists to submit to who they really are. According to my information, every human being and today's people have African DNA. It is from both the xx and  xy chromosomes.  I am ignorant on this subject, but as far as I think I believe this is male and female parents for all modern human beings. I have forgotten.  When I reflect on all of my life experiences in America, I have concluded one thing, there is a war going on against black people worldwide. There has never been any plans for anything that was ever written in the constitution to apply to African Americans Had The notion of old men created equal had been true, we all would have learned about our civil rights. White children never had to because they were allowed white privilege. They knew that there was protection to keep them out of jail, in the best schools, and grace with just because I said so rules. The racist code in America provides a system that whenever a policeman is called most of the time, they come with the attitude of taking the word of the white person. 

When you consider that there are only 40 million black Americans in this country, there is a lot to be proud of. Unlike what we are led to believe, consider this black people were there for the opposition to the apartheid, the fight for the Cubans, and protests against what was going on in Haiti. This was by no means a one-way street. There are few black cultures that came to the rescue of African Americans. I do not know the circumstances therefore I realize how many different directions that racism can take us all. I am proud of KIN-KIND in the diaspora. Our goal is to sit up an Enterprise within the continental Africa to cut out the middleman. We would like to export directly from Africa anywhere in the world. I am tired of seeing white privilege at the end of every commercial.

I could never express in words how much my blood boil when I think about all the things that African Americans have done for this country and that my money owed by the American government is going to fight a war in another country that has never set foot in America, paid tax, or fought for this government. America has the audacity to take a home that I work for, use the funds to help pay for the white privilege. I have no intentions of leaving any of my earnings in the country that has abused me from the day I was born.  The design hate was already in place waiting for me. When the branding iron hit my four parents, I am still feeling the pain. It took me years to look someone in the eyes because of  frivolous cruelty. I saw the same thing with many black people that I grew up with. Only the people who have experienced the pain understand. I always had a problem in America because I never learn how to laugh when things are not funny. The white privilege wants peace with their practice of cruelty.

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FORTY MILLION:

CHAPTER ONE:

Has anyone noticed that when you watch any of the shows on the internet it is a white person always at the end of the commercial where the money is collected? White privilege is a criminal Enterprise  organization. But there is one thing that the racists can never understand about the Africa American's experience with racism. I am black, and have never had a desire to be anything else. Consequently, I have been black all my life. My experience is that the people I grew up around were the

most kind, and giving people that I have ever known. Not one day in my life have I ever regreted being black nor have I ever had the need to be validated by other human beings. I realized that I am not chattel or child. I am not a group thinker and I do not laugh at things that are not funny.  Every time I have gone to Africa I've become very angry. I think about the life I live in America and what it could have been If I had been born in Africa. This was never meant to be. I realize that my beautiful parents would never have met. I love the continent of

Africa. I love the friendly smiling faces. My goal is to die in Africa. I despise authority. Therefore, I despise the America white privilege system. This evil has caused a lot of pain for

many people. This certainly includes financial lost. I have been down so many different racist roads lately. I am now very familiar as why there was a need for zip codes.

When I grew up as a child, 

America did everything possible to make sure that I would never have a chance to compete with white children. I now know what the motive for segregation was all ways about. The 

Only way that the racists  could hold white supremacy lies together was to avoid equality. It is not a very good experience to have others dictate how they want you to be. This evil was designed for the purpose of keeping White Privilege in place.

.It makes me very angry how insenative that Americans are toward the designed destruction and hurt that racism clauses other humans. The plan conditions of this cruelty is not even to have an after thought for these brutal people who remind me of something as useless as germ sperm. People in this country are going hungry, sleeping under bridges, cannot find jobs, while they are forced to watch their children moving into a system as deadly as a sassage grander. It is no question that black people have always been the main targets of hate. People are told to run from you even when you're not chasing them.These evil people find time to make an issue of something as petty as what others have said. An example of this is that with the 2016 Hillary presidential coranation, we were forced to listen to words made to replace unimportance. The media was able to make simplicity into complexity. A person who is kindhearted, empathic, or fair, should have a place where they are needed. Should we have been fooled by the media bimbos trying to explain everything? One thing for sure, American know that they need black people in this country.  I would guarantee that if America allowed the 40 million black people to leave this country with only 100 thousand dollars, and forget reparation, American would not allow this to happen. America could not make it without black people in this country. Now the race is in this country are asking for us to believe that AI is more important than the teaching and training of other human beings. The most powerfulest weapon in the Arsenal for white privilege is plagiarizing. America could never afford to pay African America for what they are owed. Black people did not come to this country as slaves. They came as professionals in many different areas. Another thing that make me very angry is how they now pretend after all of the free building of America, suddenly there's a need to bring immigrants into this country because "black people are too lazy."

Then there's the continent of Africa. Everything that is needed around the world is found in Africa. This is the only culture that has collateral to back up everyone's dollar. This is according to some of the research I have done. I am aware that it is not dependable to repeat everything that I read that is coming from the racists. There are always several different quotes on the same issues.

Unfortunately for me, my favorite pastime is writing, debating, and traveling. My favorite subjects are religion, racism and politics. I am old, and black. I have never considered gender had anything to do with me as far as successful. I now realize that the only reason that gender is used is to include the white women into the process with  others. An example of this, is that during the Civil Rights movement in the sixties the greatest benefactors of this movement were white women. Unfortunately for poor black people, many of us are forced to live on the level of survival. Therefore, there is little time to think about all the different ills that are going on with us at all times. African Americans have paid for many studies by the white people to prove this to be true. Proof of this has always been right under our nose without many ever understanding how white privilege works. There are few who have time to think about it.  It is rare that Americans have time to process information, and who still have the ability to think. I understand that there is no importance with name calling (fat pig, or ugly) that is equal to the suffering of  many poor Americans. Let me change that, there was a time in my life that the only therapeutic outlet that I could find was name calling. This is what ignorance did for me. It is design for that reason. The privilege racist understands the divide and conquer rules.

The American excersise in satanic behavior is so typical that most citizens are willing to be a party to cruelty that makes the Germany death camps the child of this evil. A famous case in America brutality is the case of a black baby, cut from the dead mother and then stomped to death as a crowd looked on and cheered according to the reports from the racist themselves. There are many more untold and hidden cases that the people in this country want to stay hidden. Now black people are told to accept more police into their neighborhood to find more reason to murder black peoople. The racist should walk to the front of his branding iron and then he will understand the pain from this saditic evil.

America cannot stand to hear the truth. They want peace with their evil practice. I know the depth of evil that the white Africans are willing to execute for the sake of maintaining a parasitic welfare system. I woke up angry this morning about many things. Let me get away from this subject.
THANKS

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SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT:

Believe me when I tell you I'm angry. I am angry because if I had been paid  money that the United States government owed me, I would have staff to edit

my writings. Thank goodness for the internet and the fact that I have published many books and all of my writings as with most organizations. There is much evidence to prove the fact that I have lost millions of dollars in the last 33 years simply because of the ZIP code I live in and I happened to have black skin.

 I remember doing covid-19

That America was one of the leading countries as far as the epidemic was concerned. I noticed how reluctant America's were with asking the continent

of Africa for help with less cases of the virus for advice. I remember that the only country in Africa that had the biggest virus count was in South Africa. The President of South Africa allowed the Europeans to do experiments on the citizens of that country. The reason I mention this is that this is a familiar practice for many years in Africa.  My question is if president Zuma and others became president over candidates like Julius Melema of the EFF? 

I pledge allegiance to leaving a better world for mankind. Consequently, this reality causes me to be very interested in politics.

Unfortunately for me, as a journalist, there are two more favorite subjects. They are religion, and racism. I do a lot of research on  different things.

This may include different

 subjects. I have a strong passion for debating. I am a great fan of many economists such as John Mearshemier, Richard wolff,  Ben Norton and more. I have read books written by different Authors. 

One thing I noticed is that most American Writers have in common is the love of freedom of speech. Often they are selective. My favorite from all the people who I listen to is Ben Norton. I see him as a peoples  person. I think he and I have the same goals. I am concerned with the people who are helpless and I also believe this is true with him. I would like to leave a better  life for others after my death. I watched a group on the internet the other day talking about how America is losing prestige around the world. I agree with this. I could not believe that America would put sanctions on Russia through the World Bank for such a large amount of money. Also, I think that we forget there is not much that is manufactured in America. In many of my books that I have published I have spoke about the fact that I did not believe that the American leaders knew what is going on in the world. I am always amazed at how much faith that some Americans have with what they have been told about this country and how de-dollarizing would possibly replace America as a world leader. In spite of the wealth on the continent of Africa, the population, and the resources,  Africa is never considered as a possible candidate to become the world leaders. I am thinking that the arrogance of American racists is going to backfire. There was so many things that happened during the presidential debate of 2024. I will forever think that I made a mistake with my keeping silent.

 I stuck to my word of not having anything to say against individuals. But when I think about it, I have written and published worldwide about these things for over 33 years. My time on the internet goes as far back as my

 American online. This information is found in several of my posts

and books. This is all a matter of records. It has not been easy for me. I have seen so many things that caused me to be angry about what I heard. I am angry because my tax dollars are going to fight a war that am against and I had nothing to do with. I am angry at how American white privileges deliberately 

Design a system to make sure that people like me were mis-educated.

When I graduated from high school I had less than a third grade education. Now I ask why are we so willing to invest in Wars and AI technology instead of educating and feeding the people. 

 I am thankful that Americans are not more

 damaged than we are. I graduated from  college in the field of psychology,  in spite of my poor educational background, I have personal experience with blatant racism against me. There is a paper trail written by the people that I'm referring to who  agree with me. 

 There is a continuation of white privilege and racism around the world. I have had enough. I have experience blatant zip code racist against me over the last 33 years. I have often spoke of this on my web pages, books, and postings on Facebook. 

THE PACIFIER:

I found the election to be very taxing. I am glad it is over and I look forward to better days to come. Another year is gone and I am glad.

I was talking to my daughter before Christmas and it turns out that she and I want the same thing last year. We both wanted a microscope. The reason I wanted mine was to check on putting dandruff under a microscope to see why does it in-bed and breed so fast? It is almost as if the roots never dies. This is something that runs in my family. My mother always had this problem. I saw somewhere on the internet where this could be a sign of cancer. It's hard to believe, but my mother had cancer for almost 20 years. How do I know this? Because we lived in a small town where there were no hospitals. My sister took my mom to the city for diagnosis 20 years before she died. I was told by the people who I lived around that cancer patient did not live very long. My Mom proved this to be wrong.This is why I keep my mind open to things that's not conventional. 

I want a microscope to check on putting dandruff under it

 to see why does it in-bed and breed so fast? It is almost as if the roots never dies. This is something that runs in my family. My mother always had this problem. I saw somewhere on the internet where this could be a sign of cancer. It's hard to believe, but my mother had cancer for almost 20 years. How do I know this? Because we lived in a small city where there was no hospitals. My sister took my mom to the city for diagnosis 20 years before she died. I was told by the people who I lived around that cancer patient did not live very long. My mom proved this to be wrong. This is why I keep my mind open to things that's not conventional. My mom Always had dandruff. There Was no head and shoulder available in those days. 

If I could do it all over again  there are so many things that I'm interested in.  I think I would have love to have been a scientist. If some of the people that have known me all my life would hear me say this, they would called the police. How can I say such a thing? I am aware that there is a need to have

math.

I have never had any love for math.  I found something to research the other day form one of my teachers who  died. Her name was Clara Luper from Oklahoma City. She hated my guts. Now I know that she was angry at me because she saw I was wasting my time...I now understand why. Believe it or not, I was a very smart child and I knew it... I am not going to be modest.

 

I would love to put a danduff flake under a microscope to see if it has life. The reason I want to do this is my curiosity of how fast it re-appear in my skull. 

 I suppose this might be why I have accepted death because I have dealt with the possibility of having my mother's genes. Many 

 of my family members were ill for years. I have heard that often people read the Bible during these times. That would not have work for me. From all of my personal research, I am not a religious person. My mind is open to all outside. However, with my bizarre logic, I have noticed that Jesus and the system of slavery entered the stage during the same centuries. I am aware that the white privilege Americans had full control of indoctrination for almost 400 years. I often wonder what was the world be like if everyone could have participated equally and contribute. No one can ever say that we're not aware how important it was for Americans to not allow black people in this country to not be educated. For those who have forgotten, remember Little Rock, Arkansas, Sam Hose, Mary 

Turner, and much more. Read the books The Delectable Negro, Negro Soup, and Without Sanctuary. Learn about why

 I have always felt that religion is use as a tool to keep racism in place. My experiences in life have made me almost immune to death.

Also my oldest son died as a diabetic. Consequently, I knew that I had to prepare myself for this. I was aware of my way of thinking enough to know that I was not ready to see one of my children in a coffin. After that experience, there

 are very few funerals that I have gone to since. I did not attend my mother or father's funeral. I had a brother that was younger than I who went overseas and fought in the Vietnam war. He was the first person to die with gunshot wounds in the back by the Los Angeles police during the 1965 riot. 50 years later I remember the names of the two policemen that killed him. Some things you never forget. There is a book that I used doing trouble times that is called Beyond and Back. It has many stories in it concerning people around the world who said they experience reincarnation. The stories were basically the same.  After thinking about what I have gone through in the experience with death from my family, I think it changed me. 

According to the author of Beyond and Back, There are supposed to be five stages for people who are experiencing terminal illness. My son was a good example of this. It seems as if he went through all five.The last one is acceptance. This has been  years ago. I have gotten over deaths. However, this does not mean that I'm ready to drop dead. I am only saying that I now have fully seen all five stages of death preparations through other people.The last funeral I went to was over 50 years ago. I lived in such a small town that I think that I was traumatized by the many funerals I attended as a child. I think the people there looked at death as some kind of entertainment. Even at this late date in my life I think I'm traumatized a little when I see those things that they put the coffin on fold up. I think I better stick to my real love. I love politics and I love to write and debate. . 

As a Comentator, it is hard not to write about things  that I see and read about lately. It is not working. I promise myself I would stay away from politics until after the 2024 election. With all the things going on with me, circumstances made this impossible. There are so many things that the candidates do that I want to write about, but I try not to target individuals. Let me correct that. I am not going to stand by and allow three people to determine who should be the president of this country. I become very angry with all the present leaders of this country. What I am hearing from each of them has nothing to do with my concerns. I am thinking that their job should be about policies not personalities. Therefore, I will continue to do what I have for the last 33 years.

I tried to post on the internet every day, and blog. However, I have fears that th the Democrats have destroyed the party for years to come. This election  was a repeat of the last time There are so many important things that they don't seem to know. No one ever address the reality of what's going on on 

the continent of Africa. There is a great possibility that Africa might end up being the new world leader replacing America in every way. Reality is, Africa does not need the world the world needs Africa. The last election infuriated me. The Democrats decided who they wanted to represent us all. Then there was Donald Trump. There was once a time when people always talked about experience candidates. I bet most of you don't believe me, but if someone would give me the job as the world leader, I would turn it down for the continuation of my kind of freedom and happiness. By no means am I happy with what's going on in the World. I am really afraid for America. I am frightened because It looks as if our leaders don't know what's hapening I notice how they pretend that there is no continent of Africa. I am afraid that too many years that the white privilege promise the middle class more than they are going to be able to deliver. I am afraid, because America refuses to face reality in many areas. I believe what has happen to me in America is a classic case of. why the people of the world are tired of the bullying from American and the West .I listen to a lot of lectures and debates from the top Economists. There are few that I agree with. I have noticed for many years, the old American economists

 cannot include Africa in n reality. 

I believe that relity is going to force the white privilege the importance to include the continent of Africa. Americans donot want anyone to tell them this truth unless the person happened to have white skin. I certainly do not qualify. People like John 

Meshemier, talk show, host Richard wolff, Glenn Beck, and many others who think that this economy Is in big trouble. But they still cannot consider the possibility of Africa being a world leader. These people are allowed to become billionaires for saying the same thing that I could die for. Remember how angry the American people  became when Dr. King started complaining against the Vietnam war? This is a typical example of the arrogant Americans and the white privilege entitlements. I'm thinking that they believe that groups of people should be treated like chattel and children. The white privilege in America is biggest welfare program that has ever existed in the world. And they still think that the benefits from slavery is something that is deserved if you happen to have white skin.

I had an epiphany that boosted a great concern for this country. I am thinking that America is broke. I noticed that they're trying to reinstate another round of shots for a covid-19. Unfortunately, in this country, people have a bad habit of never facing a mirror. For the last past 400 years and more, I believe that many people with white skin think that they are entitled to the protection of a policeman fot each of them. What makes me  angry is that I'm paying for it from 

 money that I earned from an investment with HUD. 

 I should have received earnings from a line of credit that I chose that offered certain benefits. When I bought and paid cash for a home, HUD decided that they were going to divide my earnings between six different loan servicers. As in most cases the monthly statement determines the net and the principal. I have never exceeded the principal. I am not an attorney but at a glance you can see fraud in my contract in comparison to others. The government and I both agree on the fact that  I have money that should be available to me up on any request as long as I don't exceed the net principal. I have never exceeded the principles.

When I move to Georgia I had a banking account in another state. All I had to do was to show National Bank( Bank of America) that I wanted the money transferred to my new account. They use my account number and the money was transferred immediately. I have been to the bank in Georgia more than one time trying to get money from another state transferred into the account that I've had with them for almost 33 years. I came to them from SunTrust. I came 

to SunTrust, from National Bank, now Bank of America. Because I have had my account with so many systems with Bank of America I have in my contract that

I can have things notarized free.

I was told that I need to go to the state where I have the money and have them verify that I am who I say I am

The strange thing about my case is after 33 years of supposedly having these different statment services that I am supposed to owe each one of them, the balance grows on non-existenting debts.

Today is September the 25th 19 and 24. I am learning from experience that it pay to date everything. I learn this when came across Old clippings without putting the year. This was very confusing. Consequently I have no answer as to whether I was plagiarizing or not.

 

This year is going so very fast. For the first time in many years it does not matter to me what day it is. This is my definition of freedom. I hope the rest of you live as long as I am now so you can understand the complications of old age. I never thought I would live to be as old as I am. In most cases my mind is better than it was when I was young. I think it's because I have been forced to slow down. Whatever it is I'm happy for it. I once had a friend who is deceased now that would always tell me slow down and smell the roses. I never said this to her but I always used to think when she would tell me that I would think why not speed up and catch me. She was such a sweet person and I loved her very much. All of my friends were, and are very nice people. There are very few women that I enjoy talking to she was one. 

This is why I prefer being around men. All of my male good buddies talk about politics. They lose me when they start talking about sports. I have zero interest in anything concerning any matter that does not produce anything. I like to grow. There is nothing about sports that makes me grow.

Perhaps this is why I have always loved to travel. I learned so much. I want to look over every mountain, under every rock, and around every corner before I drop dead. The two main reasons that I love to travel is based on food and shopping. I have found that there is so much outside of the United States that we will never get to see because it would upset our capitalist economy. Some of the things that I have seen in other countries are so much more superior than what I  have seen in America. This also include technology. This is what I found with the children in Africa they are little geniuses. I hope one day I will be able to invest with them from the school and the P2P. When I am not traveling I am home on the computer. I learned so very much. Who need to go to college when you doing i

 have all the knowledge you need from under our noses. I think that's why I am against the AI technology where we spend so much money in advancing AI rather than  investing in people in this country. I am thinking that this kind of greed is going to be the system that destroys the American economy. I would be very disappointed in this. My dreams are to take all of my earnings 

And consider how much do I want to leave to the world. I have been posting for over 33 years and publishing on the internet from the beginning to now I have always wanted to be a professional writer and my goal at that time was a debate with the late Rush *Limburgh. I often think about the fact that he wrote seven books during his lifetime and was worth more than 6 billion dollars. I realize he was a TV host and had his own show. However, I have written over a hundred books starting from the day that I complained of how ignorant that American had designed the system to make sure that youngsters from my time could never compete with white children. I am 91 years old so that was doing years before the civil rights movement. I grew up in Oklahoma where most of the black children who lived in small towns had very poor education. The only way that a black child in Oklahoma could have a decent education is if they happen in Tulsa Oklahoma or Oklahoma City. And both cases they had one high school in each city where all the black kids went. White privilege was always in place to make sure that as little money as possible was spent on educating black kids in Oklahoma. 

I remember when my oldest sister graduated from the 9th grade she had to go to Perry Oklahoma in order to attend a high school. In spite of the fact that when I started to high school there was three schools for white children all brick I won't try to describe the mosquito that it came from any bad rain. My school was a little  Shack sitting up on a slab of 

rocks. 

It was later rumored that the principal where I went to school burned down the school house. Consequently I ended up going to school in the army building until they rebuild something that is now a veterinarian building for animals.

Sometime I reflect on my childhood and it's amazing how well organized racism is in America. All these horrible things happen to us as children and we were taught to be too ignorant to know it. The greatest weapon that's used against any human being is ignorance. The United put all their energy to make sure that this weapon was in place throughout this country. I have often heard people think that if you were black and lived in California or other parts of the United States you are better off than blacks in others states. Fortunately, for me I have lived all over the United States. My husband was an airman in communication. This calls us to be on the move from state to state. If I am correct, there are only 11 states that I have not been to in America. My member is not as good as used to be I think this is correct. Let me share an experience I had in Glen ferry Idaho. I talk about this extensively in another book. One of the first dumb things I did when we moved to this little small town was I went to church that was Mormon. Everyone was very polite to me and my children that attended that day. I had no idea that this state was so racist. I was a typical indoctrinated African American. Somehow I felt that there was a better place somewhere in this country for me. It has almost taken me The entire 91 years of my life to really bring everything together. I say that with skepticism. Everything time I think I have seen it all so many other things coming into play. I could write a book a day on some of the experience of racism I've had in this country. 

I have always love being an entrepreneur and a strategist. There are records to support the many different directions that I have experienced. The one good thing about all  this is that I believe that this has been the best thing that could have happened to me. It made me know myself better. One thing for sure it made me understand how much I love being a writer. I could never say enough about my appreciation with the internet. I have sit and watched many television shows and  seen s

 how the American Media have tried to present the late Steve Jobs as the face fór the internet. Before African born Philip E Meaghwelli

(An African, open up the internet highway, everything concerning the computer was in house. The white privilege always pretended that Steve Jobs there was a face for the internet highway. This is a perk that come with white privilege. The racist house the right to pretend anything that supports racism.

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 calijo333.blogspot.com.   There are so many things that I'm interested in. I think I would love to have been a scientist. If some of the people that have known me all my life would hear me say this, they would called the police. How can I say such a thing? I am aware that there is a need to have math.

I have never had any love for math. I found something in research the other day form one of my teachers who  died. Her name was Clara Luper from Oklahoma City. She hated my guts. Now I know that she was angry at me because she saw I was wasting my time...I now understand why. Believe it or not, I was a very smart child and I knew it... I am not going to be modest.

 BOOK TWO:

I think I would have always loved to be a science.

I would love to put a danduff flake under a microscope to see if it has life. The reason I want to do this is my curiosity of how fast it re-appear in my skull. 

I never asked my daughter why she wanted a microscope? We both are interested in matters of life and death.

 I suppose this might be why I have accepted death because I have dealt with the possibility of having my mother's genes. Many 

 of my family members were ill for years. I have heard that often people read the Bible during these times. That would not have work for me. From all of my personal research, I am not a religious person. My mind is open to all outside. However, with my bizarre logic, I have noticed that Jesus and the system of slavery entered the stage during the same centuries. I have seen so many of my friends die.

Also my oldest son died as a diabetic. Consequently, I knew that I had to prepare myself for this. I was aware of my way of thinking enough to know that I was not ready to see one of my children in a coffin. After that experience, there

 are very few funerals that I have gone to since. I did not attend my mother or father's funeral. I had a brother that was younger than I who went overseas and fought in the Vietnam war. He was the first person to die with gunshot wounds in the back by the Los Angeles police during the 1965 riot. There is a book that I use doing trouble times that is called Beyond and Back. It has many stories in it concerning people around the world who said they experience reincarnation. The stories were basically the same.  After thinking about what I have gone through in the experience with death from my family, I think it changed me. 

According to the author of Beyond and Back, There are supposed to be five stages for people who are experiencing terminal illness. My son was a good example of this. It seems as if he went through all five.The last one is acceptance. This has been  years ago. I have gotten over deaths. However, this does not mean that I'm ready to drop dead. I am only saying that I now have fully seen all five stages of death preparations through other people.The last funeral I went to was over 50 years ago. I lived in such a small town that I think that I was traumatized by the many funerals I went to as a child. I think the people there looked at death as some kind of entertainment. Even at this late date in my life I think I'm traumatized a little when I see those things that they put the coffin on fold up. I think I better stick to my real love. I love politics and I love to write and debate. My favorite subjects are racism, religion, and politics. I promise I would stay away from politics until after the 2024 election I'm having such a hard time trying not to post many of my blogs and my opinions. As a Comentator, it is hard not to write about things  that I see and read about lately. It is not working. With all the things going on with me, circumstances made this impossible. There are so many things that the candidates do that I want to write about, but I try not to target individuals. Let me correct that. I am not going to stand by and allow three people to determine who should be the president of this country. I become very angry with all the present leaders. When I am hearing from each of them have nothing to do with my concerns. I am thinking that their job should be about policies not personalities. Therefore, I will continue to do what I have for the last 33 years.

I tried to post on the internet every day, and blog. However, I have fears that there's going to be a repeat by the Democrats as they did in the last election. There are so many important things that they don't seem to know about. No one ever address the reality of what's going on on the continent of Africa. There is a great possibility that Africa might end up being the new world leader replacing America in every way. Reality is, Africa does not need the world the world needs Africa. The last election infuriated me. The Democrats decided who they wanted to represent us all. As far as I'm concerned, things have certainly gotten worse. Inflation is eating the poor people alive. Then there was a wave of immigration making things worse for the poor in America. I am very angry because I am thinking that

Funds that the United States government owe me 

is being used to fight a war that I am against.There was once when people always talked about experience candidates. I am thinking that none of our leaders know what's going on in the world. I am thinking of how I watch the news and see how the continent of Africa is being totally ignored. I bet most of you don't believe me, but if someone would give me the job as the world leader, I would turn it down for the continuation of my kind of freedom and happiness. By no means am I happy with what's going on in the World. I am really afraid for America. I am frightened because It looks as if our leaders are opportunist. I notice how they pretend that there is no continent of Africa. I am afraid that too many years that the white privilege have out promise the middle class more than they are going to be able to deliver. I am afraid, because America refuses to face reality in many areas. I believe what has happened to me in America is a classic case of. why the people of the world are tired of the bullying from American and the West .I listen to a lot of lectures and debates from the top Economists. There are few that I agree with. I have noticed for many years, the old American economists

 cannot include Africa in reality. I am thinking that after 400 years of the teaching a racism that it has done harm to most of us. I find it unbelievable that we will go to parts of the world and tell other people 

About democracy. It is almost uncanny how getting all is using this country as a pacifier. Why have our leaders not noticed that there is a decline in the population of black Americans? How can they forget that slavery, religion, and white privilege entered the stage at the same time?

I believe that reality is going to force the old white privilege the importance to include the continent of Africa. Americans donot want anyone to tell them this truth unless the person happened to have white skin. I certainly do not qualify. People like John 

Meshow,emier's talk show, host Richard wolff, Glenn Beck, and many others who think that this economy Is in big trouble. But they still cannot consider the possibility of Africa being a world leader. These people are allowed to become billionaires for saying the same thing that I could die for. Remember how angry the American people  became when Dr. King started complaining against the Vietnam war? This is a typical example of the arrogant Americans and the white privilege entitlements. I'm thinking that they believe that groups of people should be treated like chattel and children.

I had an epiphany that boosted a great concern for this country. I am thinking that America is broke. I noticed that they're trying to reinstate another round of shots for a covid-19. Unfortunately, in this country, people have a bad habit of never facing a mirror. For the last past 400 years and more, I believe that many people with white skin think 

think that they were entitled to the protection of a policeman fot each of them.  What make angry is that I think I'm paying for it . What make me so angry is

 I think that mone I have earned from an investment with HUD, is paying for war . I should have received earnings from line of credit that I chose that offered certain benefits. When I bought and paid cash for a home, HUD decided that they were going to divide my earnings between six different loan servicers. I am not an attorney but at a glance you can see fraud in my contract in comparison to others. The government and I both agree on the fact  I have money that should be available to me up on any request as long as I don't exceed the net principal. I have never exceeded my principles.

When I move to Georgia I had a banking account in another state. All I had to do was to show National Bank( Bank of America) that I wanted the money transferred to my new account. They use my account number and the money was transferred immediately. I have been to the bank in Georgia more than one time trying to get money from another state transferred into the account that I've had with them for almost 33 years. I came to them from SunTrust. I came 

to SunTrust, National Bank, now Bank of America. Because I have had my account to so many systems with Bank of America I have in my contract that I can have things notarized free.

I was told that I need to go to the state where I have the money and have them verify that I am who I say I am

The strange thing about my case is after 33 years of supposedly having these different statment services that I am supposed to owe each one of them, the balance grows on non-existenting debts.

Today is September the 25th 19 and 24. I am learning from experience that it paid to date everything. I am doing this with the hope that I have come across Old clippings without the date. This was very confusing. Consequently I have no answer as to whether I'm plagiarizing or not. One thing for sure this year is going so very fast. For the first time in many years it does not matter to me what day it is. This is my definition of freedom. I hope the rest of you live as long as I am now so you can understand the complications of old age. I never thought I would live to be as old as I am. In most cases my mind is better than it was when I was young. I think it's because I have been forced to slow down. Whatever it is I'm happy for it. I once had a friend who is deceased now that would always tell me slow down and smell the roses. I never said this to her but I always used to think when she would tell me that I would think why not speed up and catch up with me. She was such a sweet person and I loved her very much. All of my friends were, and are very nice people. There are very few women that I enjoy talking to she was one. This is why I prefer being around men. All of my male good buddies talk about politics. They lose me when they start talking about sports. I have zero interest in anything concerning any matter that does not produce anything. I like to grow. There is nothing about sports that makes me grow.

Perhaps this is why I have always loved to travel. I learned so much. I want to look over every mountain, under every rock, and around every corner before I drop dead. The two main reasons that I love to travel is based on food and shopping. I have found that there is so much outside of the United States that we will never get to see because it would upset our capitalist economy. Some of the things that I have seen in other countries are so much more superior than what I taught to believe in America. This also include technology. I was so impressed. This is what I found with the children in Africa they are little geniuses. I hope one day I will be able to invest with them from the school and the P2P technology pubs.

 When I am not traveling I am home on the computer. I learned so very much. Who needs to go to college when your computer has all the knowledge you need from  under our noses. I think that's why I am against the AI technology where we spend so much money in advancing AI rather than  investing in people in this country. I am thinking that this kind of greed is going to be the system that destroys the American economy. I would be very disappointed in this. My dreams are to take all of my earnings 

And consider how much do I want to leave to the world. I have been writing and publishing on the internet from the beginning to now I have always wanted to be a professional writer and my goal at that time was a debate with the late Rush *Limburgh. I often think about the fact that he wrote seven books during his lifetime and was worth more than 6 billion dollars. I realize he was a TV host and had his own show. However, I have written over a hundred books starting from the day that I complained of how ignorant that American had designed the system to make sure that youngsters from my time could never compete with white children. I am 91 years old so that was doing years before the civil rights movement. I grew up in Oklahoma where most of the children live in small towns had very poor education. The only way that a black child in Oklahoma could have a decent education was if you were lucky enough to go to school from Tulsa Oklahoma or Oklahoma City. And both cases they had one high school in each city where all the black kids went.  White privilege was always in place to make sure that a little money as possible was spent on educating black kids in Oklahoma. 

I remember when my oldest sister graduated from the 9th grade she had to go to Perry Oklahoma in order to attend a high school. In spite of the fact that when I started to high school there was three schools for white children all brick I won't try to describe the mosquito 

Infested school where I went after it rained. 

It was later rumored that the principal where I went to school burned down the school house. Consequently I ended up going to school in the army building until they rebuild something that is now a veterinarian building for animals.

Sometime I reflect on my childhood and it's amazing how well organized racism is in America. All these horrible things happen to us as children and we were taught to be too ignorant to know it. The greatest weapon that's used against any human being is ignorance. The all

United States put all their energy to make sure that this weapon was in place throughout this country. Racism was never meant to be a pastime in America. I have often heard people think that if you were black and lived in California or other parts of the United States you are better off than blacks in different states. Fortunately, for me I have lived all over the United States. My husband was an airman in communication. This caused us to be on the move from state to state. If I am correct, there are only 11 states that I have not been to in America. My member is not as good as used to be I think this is correct. Let me share an experience I had in Glen ferry Idaho. I had no idea that this state was so racist. I was a typical indoctrinated African American. Somehow I felt that there was a better place somewhere in this country for me. It has almost taken me The entire 91 years of my life to really bring everything together. I say that with skepticism. Everything time I think I have seen it all so many other things come into play. I could write a book a day on some of the experience of racism I've had in this country. I have always loved doing many different things. I think of myself as someone who love to strategize and as an entrepreneur. There are records to support the many different directions that I have experienced. The one good thing about all  this is that I believe that this has been the best thing that could have happened to me. It made me know myself better. One thing for sure it made me understand how much I love being a writer. I could never say enough about my appreciation with  the internet. I have sit and watched many  documentaries, debates, and lectures. I have seen how the American Media have tried to present the late Steve Jobs as the face fór the internet African born Philip EMeaghwelli open up the internet highway, everything was in house 

before then.

CHAPTER 3:

 calijo333.blogspot.com.